for a friend, scattered as it is

[niles123j]

Sitting outside, listening to the wind and the rain, I began to question whether or not I truly *feel* things these days. There is happiness and the ocassional down, but the vacillating extremes that I once experienced are no longer present. My melodramatic writings may indicate otherwise, but they are nothing more than a moment blown out of

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parallels

[thisisdavi]

november 3, 2004:

"These extremes of emotion seem to have fled me. I float and waver, sometimes oscillate and dip, but rarely do I veer, swerve or flounder. I'm taking fewer and fewer risks even as my confidence grows. Or rather, as my confidence grows the risks I need to take -- the ones that precipitate change and growth -- must be greater, more daunting and consequential."

[dizzysmells]

woo

[niles123j]

=)