So, I have made an executive decision. If you love me, this is what you'll give me for Christmas ( Read more... )

it's already hazy but i recall a baby drowning in the swimming pool of our backyard in sacramento. (backyard doesn't have pool, but in dream it did) baby had floaty wings on it, not sure how the thing drowned. nobody cleaned it up. time passed, i was visiting home again and wanted to swim, dove in and swam around, then came face to face with ( Read more... )

The most noteworthy thing that I have to report right now: I heard Upstairs Neighbor Man having sex last night, complete with moaning, headboard slamming, the whole bit. For me to be able to hear ANYTHING above the traffic noise is quite a feat.

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I love this city.

( Observations, nothing more )

While at the gym today, a stupid lame and otherwise overly-poppy song came on. One line in particular stuck out: "Girls don't like boys / girls like cars and money ( Read more... )

Either I am an abnormal human or there is something terribly addictive about a beat that is looped. While at Virgin yesterday, an Eminem song came on and it had one of those terribly catchy little beats that caused me to run around the store in search of his new album. Glanced at the track list, made a mental note of the songs, and promptly came ( Read more... )

I feel as if I am doomed to eternally vacillate between moments of determination and moments of complete insecurity and doubt. During the panicked times, I can do little more than tell myself, "Take a shower, get some sleep, divert your attention away from it all and if it's still nagging uncontrollably in the morning, do something about it ( Read more... )

What do your insides feel like?

Currently reading The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle on the suggestion of a friend. Just started, but noteworthy passage ( Read more... )

I climbed into bed half an hour ago with the intent of going to sleep. But instead of doing so, I lay awake and I thought about love because that is what I usually do when I am trying to lull myself into slumber ( Read more... )