Nightmare.

[nillion]

Had a nightmare about Julia having doubts about whether her love for me is (was?) real, and breaking up with me but staying friends because she wasn't sure about the whole business.  There also were a bunch of references to other things I worry about, like PDAs, having to stay away when she's freaking out / not being helpful, my parents and their

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[frostcrystal]

*hugs hard*

If it makes you feel better, I had a nightmare once that my boyfriend got another girl pregnant and married her.

[nillion]

*hugs back*

See, now I'm probably going to have that nightmare now. Julia moves down to LA to go to the music school there, gets a girl pregnant, and proceeds to have a lesbian marriage with the chick. I bet it will be Julie.

But yeah, it does make me feel a better, at least for the humor. As I mentioned, this nightmare pales in comparison to the last one around.

[nekelele_one]

Like THAT would ever happen, even if it were possible. :P

[insidiusginny]

But what if it WERE?!?!

[nillion]

Oh man, everyone has interesting stories to tell.

[nillion]

I am, mostly.

[nekelele_one]

Good luck. I think things will be fine, but I'm rather removed from it, and having my own (real) relationship issues.

You can't have a relationship without problems; it's getting through them that makes you closer together, in the long run.

And I'm not mad at you anymore for everything in Japan. Unhappy, yes, but stop beating yourself up over it unless it's actually helping you to be a better person. (If nothing else, I certainly beat you up about them frequently enough!)

[nekelele_one]

*huggles*

[insidiusginny]

*hugses* I hope things are going better for you.

This is Aurora's little "brother," by the way... in case you couldn't tell...

[nillion]

I actually can't tell... and I don't remember 'Rora talking about you, either. Who are you? How do you know about Julia and myself?

*pokes gently*

*is confused*

[insidiusginny]

Gah! The formerly androgynous one that is a girl and had "blood" red hair on midieval night 2005.

In Citrus I am George/Gwen.

*pokes you back*

Don't be confused. I's is sorry.

[nillion]

The good lady Aurora informed me of your identity first, but thanks for for informing me anyway.

[thejoefish]

I have forgotten most of the context around this post(who is julia?), but I can share with you the dread of nightmares, I've just had one (nothing serious, nobody panic) but I'm with you on how crap they are to wake up from. My personal recommendation is to stuff it to the back of your mind and then drown it in Tea.
Hope you feel better by now, buddy

[nillion]

Julia is my beloved girlfriend.