You Are Germany


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so...wow...crazy busy...went to jacksonville for fay, bogalusa for gustav. now uah team is in galveston. i'm in huntsville: my advisor/head of the team did not let any 1st yr grad students on this trip bc it's so far away and we're gettin into our 1st round of tests next week...so i'm glad to not be getting behind again, and hoping that, in ( Read more... )

so...i have this grand idea to do a write up all about the latter bit of the summer. and how i basically felt like i was stuck in billy joel lyrics. but that'll havta be later. if i ever get time once i get set in classes ( Read more... )

i miss you. i've been doing marginally better with this, but the sad still comes in waves. and now is a particularly harsh wave. when i try to think about the good things, the things that made me happiest, that's when it hurts the worst - because those are what i miss the most. and that makes it even harder. living without them is a bit like living ( Read more... )

so i found this when i logged out of my email, and i thought it was kinda fun. yahoo has a way to sucking me into those lil articles they put in the box on their main page...
What Are the Odds ( Read more... )

i went to the dr today. a few weeks ago, at my yearly is-your-heart-still-beating? check up, my main dr told me i should get a few moles looked at. looked at. why do we say this? anyone can look at someting. i could easily have "looked at" them myself. but i know what she really meant, and after calling LOTS of times to check on any cancelations ( Read more... )

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wow. today. hurt. a lot.
i understand. i don't understand. i have to. i can't.
what a mess.

ouch.sometimes, like right about now, i just can't believe it's come to this. and i want it back. i want it back with everything i can want with. but i can't. i think i'm really going crazy. not so much random outbursts of laughter now, but many, many more ( Read more... )

ow.

:'(

so here is what i think i'll call the finished product for now...alphabetical within each area...and for the europe part, the cities by each country aren't necessairally the only places in the country i'd like to see, just a kinda rough list...so i have the rest of my life to make progress on this...and yes i wasted some time to make this list ( Read more... )