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Only if...
I know this sounds weird but I think that if it were possible to be cryogenically frozen that I would do it without a second thought, then I could wake up like 100 years from now and nothing would be the same and I could start over. I think that would be SO MUCH FUN!!! :D Or, if I could just erase my memory, then it would kinda be the same... ( Read more... ) -
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Your Birthdate: June 24
Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than your may have realized ( Read more... ) -
I love my car.
I took Dus drifting last night and we got 90 degrees on a turn! I was like FUCK YES! One of these days I am going to be a pro drifter/racer. =) But yeah. this week is going to suck. I work 19 hours. =( no money for me. Im stuck doing the baby-sitting thing again. =\ Oh yeah.. Im 19 as of Friday. :D Ok, this is what I got on my b-day ( Read more... ) -
The days go on.
Well it seems that Trent and Mia have totally forgotten that I exsist... Oh well such is my usual life. So yeah. Today is payday! :D YAY! hehe. Well.. only some people will read this, and they already know what is going on.. =P.
For those who dont know I now have my Car. Im happy see --> =(
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La De Fucking DA!
Well I think I have figured something else out, this one, as the other is not good. I have figured out that if something good happens in my life then someone close has to suffer, this has been proven on more than one occation... So yeah, for once I have my life straightend out (which is good) and one of my best friends begins suffering. I think ( Read more... ) -
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Yeah. I dont know what to think. I know that I have feelings for Mia and Kris, i dont know which are stronger though. Though I have no chance with either I still hope for something. In all actuallaty I think that I have stronger feelings for Kris, which sucks ALOT, because I know that there is no chance that her and I will ever get back together. I ( Read more... ) -
Wowzah!
Well guess what guys? I (with the help of mia) figued something out last night... And that is that I have been in love with her for sometime now, and this recent thing with Kris was me subconsciously trying to not realize that. So yeah there it is. I'm in love with Mia, which dosent really help anything but it made me realize something, and that is ( Read more... ) -
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Yeah so I am tired and I dont feel like going to work. >:O Well i think that i figured something out, that is that there is no chance of kris and i to get back together. I want to be with her (as i have for 3 years now :/) but i dont think that she wants to be with me. *cry* Just my luck though isnt it? Shit like this is always happening to me. It ( Read more... ) -
endless stream of shallow hopes.
Here is the downlow. An unamed source and I wrote a letter to kris and someone else. I gave the letter to Kris at her graduation, she smiled and my heart melted. But no word about how that will go. I still hope everyday, but i move on with my life. I work 31 hours next week, and it is supposed to go up from there fun fun. :/ Well yeah time to go to ( Read more... )
