a realization.

[nin1990]

I can't stand drinking here. It only makes me think of memories... some good some bad. It makes me forget why I made the personal decisions i've made in my life. Im tired of telling myself "I just dont know what I'm doing." Thats no excuse. I know why I made them, just always re-evaluate them. I shouldn't be drinking at all, given my past and

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i know what you mean

[nineinchnailsds]

You only bring these problems onto yourself because if anyone else did you would eliminate them. There's a real chalange. This is how you learn to better yourself.