Since my phone never rigns "Big Poppa" anymore - I downloaded it. And now I'm listening to it...BIG mistake :-/

I still can't believe any of this.

But this has REALLY made me learn. She made me open up when I didn't want to, she made me trust her. But now I know. I really CAN'T trust anyone but myself.

*ThankYou*SimplePlan*

I thought that I could ( Read more... )

I forgot this in my last entry...

I love Hanna, Coby, Christian and My Anonymous Lover:):):)

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYLE! <3 <3!!!!

and...HAPPY BIRTHDAY (TOMORROW) BETH! LOVE YOUUUUUUU! (thanks for saving my life!)

Wednesday after school Hanna and I went to get our hair cut then went to David Taylor's house to hangout with him and Kyle. We stayed there for like 2 hours (Kyle took my car and decided to treat it like it was a fucking Silverado instead of my Cavi --yeah I was a little pissed! Oh and Dan walked outside in his boxers --a site I'll never forget lol ( Read more... )

School hasn't been as bad as I thought -although it does suck walking by Georgia and not saying hi, walking by Georgia's locker and not stopping and not being with her in btwn every class ( Read more... )

So where to start ( Read more... )

Fourevr Always25: i love you nina pants. and i will do anything to see you smile again. fuck bad friends that do that behind your back. regardless if you were together a week or a year, going behind your friends back is wrong. nina you dont deserve boys or friends like that. i love you Nina-Vagina! <3 ( Read more... )

I take that back, I didn't lose a best friend. I lost a backstabbing, lying, cold hearted bitch.

So why am I so upset about it?

...Because she lead me on to believe she was my best friend and she loved me and would never hurt me. I should have learned the first time you went behind my back.

I always said I would do anything to get my friendship back with Ben, but never did I think anything would mean losing my best friend. I got Ben back, that really makes me happy. I know that we won't ever be as close as we were, but at least I know he's there. I no longer have to worry about him showing up somewhere, I no longer have to worry about ( Read more... )

So last night I talked to Brandon about ALOT of shyt and he told me ALOT of shyt that really saved me, although some of it was hard to bare. Then Ben and I talked for a long ass time about ALOT of shyt, and he says that we are going to be friends and it won't end next week. We bet like $20 that it would last 4evr [he said it would, I said it wouldn ( Read more... )

Last night was Brandon's once again! Only this time Georgia was with me:). YAAAAY! A bunch of us went to the screaming bridge at like 12 but everyone was too freaking loud so we never heard the scream. Georgia and I saw something walking on the water, and we saw a white light and then Zack and I heard two screams. But no one else did. We went back ( Read more... )