I WAS ADMITTED TO UC SANTA CRUZ!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well. times have certainly been weird/bad/good/i don't even know lately. we put my dog to sleep on saturday. i don't think i've ever cried so hard in my entire life. i still want to cry when i come home from musical and she's not there. but i think it was the right thing to do because she was in so much pain. i can't even explain how much i ( Read more... )

fucking rejected. story of my life.

ahhhhh it's dangerous to post when i'm upset. i probably shouldn't.

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things have been really depressing lately. everything seems like it's dying. my dog is dying, my car is dying, my motivation in school is dying... and it sucks.

and now i have to go make scones for cooking. whoopee.

i feel shitty. sometimes i do ok and i don't let my thoughts get to me, but it's not one of those weeks. i feel like i've been a bad friend because i get so caught up in all my own things that i neglect to make time for them. and i always pay for it later. everytime i feel like im so dumb because my friends are what ive got. my family is ( Read more... )

I'M GOING TO STATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!

AND SO IS GIRLS BBSHOP AND BOYS BBSHOP! YAY!!!

good day.

anyways, can i please have a boyfriend? k, thanks. bye.

fuck im so nervous for tomorrow. kdjrngaeaeklgng ugh.

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uughhhh i hate mr. costello's goddamn tests!!!!! that's all i have to say. fuck.