ok, we registered at babiesrus (and are in the process of registering at target too). since we don't know the sex i put in stuff for both girl rooms and boy rooms and i'll delete the incorrect one once we find out :)

click here

on my god i want to rip eyeballs out right now. maya whined at me and i want to scream. this has GOT to pass NOW. i have no reason to be this irritated but i AMMMMMMMMM FUUUUUUUUUUUCK ( Read more... )

ok, i warned you... other than headaches and being tired... i got the runs... and i want them to stop but i can't take anything safely and it's retarded and i fart alot... and i looked and apparently these are both also common symptoms of pregnancy... so i'm gonna be a fart-poo monster for at least the first trimester... and i'm tellin' ya... these ( Read more... )

why do people always have to bring up that whole, "don't get too excited until after the 1st trimester" thing? neither nick, nor i have any history or family history of miscarriage - so why do they have to do that? nick hadn't even thought of that until today when someone said it to him and now he's terrified (i, on the other hand have been since i ( Read more... )

is it normal for me to be terrified that i'm gonna see my period every time i go to the bathroom? i'm sure it is, but it's still this fear in the back of my mind. i'm so excited to be having a baby (even if i'm not showing or having a whole lot of symptoms yet) that i'm terrified it's gonna just go away ( Read more... )

so i've been getting these monstrous, icky, tension headaches ( Read more... )

so, i just realized that it's been 8 years to the day since i started my livejournal.

haven't posted much lately... but i haven't forgotten about it. crazy-ness.

ok, so we aren't actively trying to have a baby, but aren't really not trying either... but anyways i've been thinking lately about what kind of birth i want when i do get pregnant... and i want natural... ideally i want a midwife or doula (or both, not sure how that works)... but my insurance only covers 1 and she's in jackson, tn - so i gotta ( Read more... )

things i've noticed since i've turned 30... i don't just use clearsil on my face anymore... i've added wrinkle cream and uber super moisturizer to my routine as well... why is it that when you become an "adult" the pimples of adolescence don't go away? retarded ( Read more... )

yaba diba diba diba diba diba diba dum.... all day long i'd biddy biddy bum if i were a wealthy man...

or woman... whatever. fiddler on the roof rocks.

that is all.