today is
the day
of..
its a secret.

for anniversary i got Still perfume, shower gel, and body lotion. its a J Lo perfume set it smells good

and a nightmare before christmas christmas tree

and 2 rings

i got sean Grand Theft Auto San Andreas for ps2

then we ate pizza and hot wings and went to cold stone and got ice cream.

k im nervous gotta

it didnt happen.

how could i have been so stupid to get my own hopes up for half a year about this.

god i feel stupid.

its a normal day and im going to go clean the house and cook like i always do.

i am sick
tired
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my tummy. my head.

today is me and seans 1 year anniversary.

and i wonder if i can even go out to eat with him.

i wonder where he is

presents need to be exchanged

this sucks im half dead. not half asleep. but half dead. from work ( Read more... )

again, i dont want to make gift baskets today ( Read more... )

ugh i feel like poo.
my stomach STILL hurts.
its been like 3 weeks now.
working 11 hours a day doesnt help.

ice cream helps tho hehe
i need sean to come and make me ice cream cones and bring me juice.
i hope band practice doesnt go too late.


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oh no i dont wanna make gift baskets today im so nervous that i will make an ugly one with rotten apples or somethin!

so yes, i got my second job. i will be making over $1,000 a month all together.

who is the shit?
it is me.

look out donald trump.

i am nobody elses sugar mama except for sean.

on a brighter note, my kitty cat maggies skin infection is gone and she is back to normal.

she can be pet again.

scratch this entry.
im tired of this shit.

i love sean, and that works for me.

thank you.

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