Thank you.

[ninenchtool]

Thank you Doug.

You may have just helped me make up my mind. I've been thinking about it ever since the accident. Maybe even before.

I know how its going to be done...., just not sure If I would actually want to please you.

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[hsiliknip]

Alot of people care about you, you know?

[djdoug]

Will told me about this.

This is what's called a pity party. It's a "cry for help", as it were.

If you were actually going to do anything, it would be personal, private, and would have already happened.

Instead - well, you want people to feel sorry for you. But, you know what? You make your own decisions, you deal with the consequences.

It's easy to go "wah, wah, my life sucks" when it's your own actions that cause it to suck. The real test is if you can actually learn from your own mistakes and better yourself.

[ninenchtool]

For one thing. Don't assume everything.

You have no idea what I'm doing on my personal time, and in my personal life.

Until you are part of it, or know what's going on. Don't worry your pretty little head.

And..., as for your "pity party".

Its kind of hard to have a party when no one is invited. I was trying my best not to let anyone, except for a select few know what had even happened.

Anyway..., I'm not going to be involved in any silly scene drama, and thats all I see anymore. So...., do yourself a favor and don't worry so much about my life. Pay more attention to your own.

[bloodlord337]

want to hang out some time? maybe go to the island?

[ninenchtool]

sure, I'm in your neck of the woods nowadays....

[thebleakesthour]

Let me know when you guys go, I've been trying to get out there for like...a week.

[noizhed]

oh yeah...you know how you can please me biatch.

afton told me you were planning to stay away from bars and suchm in order to refrain from drinking, which in your case is probably not a bad idea right now. however, josh informed me that the laylons are playing a show on like may 5th or something, so you show totally go to that with us.