Like I have anything better to do...

[nineofspades]

Ask me 4 questions - any 4 no matter how personal, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly and I have to answer them all. In turn you post this message in your own journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.

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[nineofspades]

As a note, all replies to the rest of my entries will be deleted.

[nineofspades]

1. It's called washing.

2. Sparta. They don't quite count as a regime, but they're badass enough to where it doesn't really matter.

3. If you mean the picture, it's a raven. And a moon. Short bus much?

4. ...I hope not.

[nineofspades]

Not at first. Once they're locked, it's coo'.

[theblankcanvas]

1. Something you've wanted to tell me but havent?
2. Something you love about yourself?
3. Something you think is an important life lesson?
4. Would you rather be a sewage pipe, a pencil sharpener, or a grape?

[nineofspades]

1. That I can't stand that we're drifting apart. And that I think you deserve much better than... this. (You were 03110.)

2. ...I love my detachment from ordinary standards. It's quite liberating.

3. ...If you have to look back on your life, you've lived too long.

4. Pencil sharpener. They get penetration all the time.

Re: Only two, yes I can count.

[nineofspades]

What do you think of me, and why?

Hm. This might be a mouthful. I think you're a fun person to hang out with, when I get to hang out with you and not all your baggage. I think you've got a good hold of your own life, when you choose to let it be your own life, and I think you can be a really nice and caring person, the kind that makes good elders some day. That said, I think your priorities are all out of whack, and your perception of life is distorted at best. I think you waste far too much time on trivial things, and while I'm not sure you'll regret it someday, there's always that chance. I'm not sure I can exactly explain why, for I've always been bad at explaining feelings...

I suppose I'll start by saying when I call someone a hippie insultingly, it's just a joke. But since this probably was too... because they suck. Hippie.

[strikebackagain]

1. What do you regret?
2. What do you think has been the highlight of your life?
3. If you could use five words to describe yourself, what would they be?
4. If you could use five words to describe me, what would they be?

Traci le BBM

[nineofspades]

What do you regret?

I don't regret anything, because there's really no point. Whether I feel sorry/bad for it, it doesn't change the fact that it happened, and I can't go back in time and change it. I mean, sure, there are things I can feel bad for in an empathic way.. But I don't waste my time regretting. Other than that, I'm not sure how to answer this question. But since it's you, I do feel bad for our history together. I wasted six perfectly good months of your time, wound up hurting you, and fell out of touch with you. Something I hope I can change...

What do you think has been the highlight of your life?

...Hmm. It's only getting better, I suppose. I mean, I always have issues and goodnesses. But I get harder as it goes along. So... right now?

If you could use five words to describe yourself, what would they be?

Not worth the fucking effort.

If you could use five words to describe me, what would they be?

I don't know you anymore.

[strikebackagain]

That was good. That was very good. Impressive even. In any case, I wouldn't call our time together a waste. I mean, it hurt at the end, sure, but I don't regret a minute of it. Le other Muffin and I are interested in getting back in touch. We should hang out sometime, minus her David/his friends. It would be interesting, to say the least, to see if we could ever make it as friends.

Traci le BBM