And now, substance abuse.

[nineofspades]

It occurs to me that no one really gets anything I say anymore because it's all inside jokes with myself. And that tempts me to just fuck it all and delete all the entries here, most especially the more recent ones. But if I deleted all this because nobody got it, then what the hell point would there be in ever trying to convey anything to anyone?

Comments

[dbj1018]

I tried calling you earlier today. I haven't seriously spoken to you in months... I miss you, and, honestly, I miss alot of people. Give me a call sometime. 832 472 3516.
I have until the end of the month off. No work, no school. Just free time. I'd like to hang out some before school starts. Maybe get to know you again, hm?

[nqmatt]

Same as above, except I think I may have seen you briefly at one place or another. If anything ever happens I will do my best to be free, though, admittedly, I will probally fail. But hell, one can only try. I'm trying.

[gottalovemn]

I miss you too. sorry I'm always odd whenever we talk... we just have a nasty pattern of always being online together when i'm feeling particularly disillusioned or frigid and distant (or more of the last two then I normally am online these days...). I like this entry though because I think I experienced something similar not too long ago. don't give up on talking to me, man.. some day you'll find me in a decent mood and we'll catch up. yeah?

[strikebackagain]

Worth it.

[captainstonie]

Yey! Now write more entries.