provocation

[nineofspades]

Okay I'm just gonna cut straight to the chase. This is stupid, pathetic, pointless, and dramatic drivel, but quite frankly I'm out of options, and I'm sick of looking at things from other people's perspectives. I'm about to speak the truth as it is to me, and I don't really care who listens because I didn't ask you to, I just need you to

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[fancypantsies]

amazing that we both participated in the evil that is livejournal on the same day. i never log in to livejournal, so its totally fate that i read this. i will tell you exactly what i thought of when i read this, and its that i really wanna be there for you whenver you need to talk about shit like this. you are one of a kind my dear, and im very proud to be friends with you because of who you are. we will chill soon. perhaps wednesday? this comment may have been totally inappropriate considering the circumstances under which this entry was conceived, and im sorry if thats the case. but i want you to know these things. hang in there hun. you dont deserve to feel so lonely.
<3

[nqmatt]

I hate when people say this, but I'm going to say it with some slight modification.

I think I know how you're feeling man (I did say "think").

I'm kinda getting the same thing right now. But you know, there's still people who really do give a crap if you live or die, how you're doing, if anything is new. So man, just keep on going and eventually look on the bright side of life, things will get better. You're a great guy. I really wish I could tell you something that could help you get over this shit, but frankly, I'm not really better off at all.

Really, all I'm saying, [Not what I was saying at all].

Ok...what I'm really trying to say is that I have no idea what the hell I'm saying, we're essentially flying blind here. You're a great person, so, not that saying it will make it true; No worries?

[uneed2bhilikus]

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...feel free :)
~Morgan Blue (the OTHER Morgan.)

Oh n by the by
ure still a rockstar

[dbj1018]

In the midst of all this, I have to say something that most will see as typical Jeff negativity.

I have been in love, I've had my heart broken, and I've made a fool out of myself in the process. I know alot of people lost respect for me when I stalked Rachael that week or two... But, that wasn't love, that was obsession. I wanted the one girl I couldn't have (which was, ironically, the same desire that ruined our relationship in the first place), and in my obsession I convinced myself that I didn't just want her, I needed her.

I'm not trying to say "Get over it like I did.", "You're not the only one.", or even "I know what you're going through.".

I wouldn't be that presumptious.

But what I'm trying to say is that... maybe you let your love morph, in her absence, into obsession. Maybe your passion turned to Need.

I don't think coming to that conclusion would fix your problems, not at all.. But, if what I said is true, it's always a step in the right direction to know what you're feeling.

Miss you. Take care.

*Squint.*

[somethinggoth]

My, have I changed.

See you some other life, I suppose. You seem to have completely forgotten both me and yourself.