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Day 26 - Your fears
The dark.
I will never drop this weight.
I will never find anyone who can put up with me long enough to have an honest to god relationship.
I will hold myself back from everything I've wanted.
The Peace Corps won't want me.
I am more my mother's daughter than I thought.
One day, I will wake up and my whole life will have been a dream.
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Day 22 - Something that upsets you
I know Mom loved me and what she did, she did it because she honestly thought we'd be better off. I understand she was sad in a way that breaks my heart. I know, I really do, that love can't save you.
But sometimes, I get that sinking weight in my stomach and wonder why I wasn't enough.
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I'm sorry I'm such an inconvenience,
Dad. I'm sorry my surgery interferes with your work day. I'm glad, though, that you felt the need to tell me I'm inconveniencing you and then turn around and tell Sally to take me after abandoning me and stomping your feet all over my other supervisor/ride/hand-holder plan.
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Day 19 - Something you regret
Not reaching over in the car and taking your hand the other night.
I've failed you, Kimi.
Tia Penny, I loved you. I loved you, I loved you, I never told you enough.
I could have stepped around him. I could have let you know me, Aunt Judy. I will never be able to atone for that.
You made me meek, Dad.
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