over all today really wasnt that bad ( Read more... )

note - i dont smoke weed, its just in the song im listening to... i heart KMK

i love the fact that some guys can actually apalogize for what they do wrong.

i can actually see that im losing weight. wee

but still 2 good things dont make everything else alright.

i had work this morning at 11 to 3 it was okay.

i went out with jocelyn and chris tonight. it wasnt what was orginally planned. but i cant fix what happened tonight.
he never called me to tell me we couldnt hang out!!!!that hurts. but i cant fix it ( Read more... )

i had work from 11- 3. it wasnt that bad ( Read more... )

talk about akward-ness..

last time i hung out with him everything was fine. but today he just ... ignored me. chris says that hes nervous around, its possble that he likes me. i dunno what to think ( Read more... )

today i went to new britian for this STARS program. it was really fun. i met some really awesome people from torrington. and got to meet new people. i liked that alot ( Read more... )

today just seemed to keep getting worse. bad thing after bad thing ( Read more... )

Cars And Calories
Saves The Day

Her life was magazines and faithful TV screens selling an empty dream ( Read more... )

all these years of being depressed got people to worry about me, but now they're scared. They're really scared. They used to worry that i might get sad enough to kill myself, but no one ever believed i'd really do it, not even me. But now they are scared that i am just going to end up dead. They're afraid that they will find me dead. And they mean ( Read more... )

im so tired of being so torn up inside ( Read more... )