there's a bunch of people over here, and as usual they won't let me drink alone. damn. so i'm going to go to a friend's house and play drinking games with some people. it's better than sitting home while the phone doesn't ring.

#1 -- was going to a show with me tonight and supposed to pick me up. he never called or stopped by. i don't know many shows that start as late as 9:30 so i can pretty safely say it won't be happening. but i've started to get used to that happening with him so it's not as big of a disappointment as it used to be. moving on ( Read more... )

yes, i'm still awake tonight. but this time i realized that i haven't done my sketches for my class tomorrow yet. so i'll pretend that's why i haven't slept yet. its a perfectly good excuse. but in truth, i'm sitting around downloading mp3's and thinking about an email i just wrote, and hoping that it gets the right message across instead of ( Read more... )

we watched a crazy italian film from the 50s in my class today...it was about some retarded girl who works in a circus with a really strong guy (that breaks chains with his chest) and he beats her up all the time... but after she dies he finally realizes that he was in love with her. sheesh, that figures ( Read more... )

i really lacked motivation to do much of anything today. went out to lunch with my friend caitlin and we spent the afternoon discussing our current issues. after that, not much happened besides sitting in front of the computer. seems like at some point i finally got tired enough to take a nap ( Read more... )

alright thats it!! i'm drunk, i'm going to post those poems, goddamnit. what the hell else am i gonna do with my time? i won't be sleeping for awhile...... here, read them and weep. well, only if you feel like weeping,... it's optional. oh, and they're in order, as they happened ( Read more... )

well this is my first entry...i needed another place to put updates because i have my website shut down right now. i'm putting a link to it on the first page of my website so that people who go there can be referred to it. which is probably why you're reading this right now ( Read more... )