Losing hope

[ninjafightingcf]

I'm having a hard time with this whole cf thing right now. Some days I just like I'm drowning because I can't get a full breathe anymore its awful. Maybe becaue im just thinking about it more. I hate night time, when its quiet and I'm trying to fall asleep, all these thoughts creep into my head. How long do I have to live?, what if my lungs are

Comments

[witchy_miss]

Oh sweetie! Don't lose hope! Not at the age of sixteen! Yeah CF is a bullshit disease and we all hate having it. You might be coughing more just because of the season. You might have a cold that went down to your chest or some moron sneezed on ya but you know keep track and if it gets worse you might have to say something (I know a stay at Hotel Hopital is not exactly a holiday but...). It also might just be the age. I dunno about every one else but when I hit sixteen, seventeen years old my CF changed. You'll still be able to make your dreams come true, you just might have to take a little longer getting there:). I'm thirty and I still haven't done half of what I want to do. Anyway, welcome:)

[cupcake4488]

Hey hun, I just responded to you on the cf board but I wanted to come here and tell you that if you want you can always send me an email or what not, and I'm going to add you to my list if that's ok.

I know how hard school can be and friends ya. this really lets you see who the real friends are in your life kind of thing.

I know it's ahrd to deal with, i actually need lungs but am to sick to get them and it was ahrd at firest but now i try to look at the good in things no matter how bad it gets, it really dose give you a bigger appreication on life and the little things in life seem so much more special. anyways check out my page if you want and I look forward to hearing from you soon.

Kristin

[funkiegirl2]

Hey darlin, its tooo early to give up yet..way to early ur just starting ur life!!!!When I was 16 i went into a huge depression i started researching on stuff I could get and saw my life as over. Its not true.!! mY stats are at 38% and hun I still ahve a life, even @ 23% i had a life...you cant let this thing bring u down. Remember to excercise! sleeep!!!! when u neeed it!! but have fun..this is soo hard to deal with but focus on ur friends, on a goal u have..dont make CF your whole life. Thats what i think anyways because when u do get sick u need something else to make u happy :) Where are u at lung wise??? hit me back:) we can chat!

[retardedkoala]

I'm really glad that I found you and you came here man haha