driving, over-corrected, car flipped, Shasta ran down the highway cause she got freaked out because of the crash, chased after her for bout half a mile, shes gone, i couldnt catch up to her, Macy was thrown outta the car and died 1-2 hours after the crash from internal massive damage, i was sittin by her when she passed, she literally died at my ( Read more... )

at this very moment in time, i hate life. not any regular hate, i hate it with a passion. ive been contemplating suicide but only two things have kept away from it: 1) you guys back in SoCal and 2) doing what i always thought was the easy way out. i hate it here, i hate my school, and i hate life as a whole. i cant stand being here.

I HATE IT HERE! I AM LOSING MY PATIENCE HERE IN ARIZONA. I FEEL LIKE A FUCKIN RAT TRAPPED IN A CAGE. I FEEL LIKE IM GETTING CLASTROPHOBIC HERE AND NEED TO GET BACK TO SOCAL! ACTUALLY, ITS THE OPPOSITE OF CLASTROPHOBIA, I FEEL LIKE THERES TOO MUCH SPACE. I NEED THOSE BUILDING EVERYWHERE ON EVERY STREET, HOUSES EVERY WHERE I LOOK, THE OCEAN. I NEED ( Read more... )

lately i have done the following:

1. Nothing
2. Finished the new Harry Potter book in 2 days
3. Nothing
4. We got a new dog, hes a english bulldog, named him Buddha, well my parents spell it Buda. cause hes from Budapest, Hungary.
5. Sat at the computer
6. Got a new iPod cause my other shat itself out.
7. Got new contacts.

And thats all folks.

well, i saw War of the Worlds today. It was total eye spooge material. Spielberg keeps getting better and better. And Tom Cruise and Dakota Fanning are so damn good. As long as Dakota doesnt become one of those child actors that grow up to be all ignorant and selfish, she has a bright future, and tom cruise is fuckin tom cruise ( Read more... )

Well we are all settled into the AZ house. im actually gettin used to the weather here. still damn hot. surprisingly theres a lot of lightning here. currently i am watchin MTV after hours. i miss you guys. i shall visit! By George I'll do it! Make sure you guys stay cool, or else i will come to your house and stab you! im serious..............ly ( Read more... )

Me talking to myself on AIM (2 different s/ns ( Read more... )

Im usually really weird and sorta out there when i do these things but this time, im not, im going to be serious ( Read more... )

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you ( Read more... )

ya know, it seems ive been away from my computer more and more and you know what? it feels damn good. we all rely on computers to give us entertainment, pleasure, and happinines a little too much. what do we gain from sitting in front of a monitor at hours at time? can it be healthy to sit in front of a computer for about an average of 5 hours a ( Read more... )