Er... to any cast/pit/crew members... what the hell are we doing tomorrow for the cast party? If any of you know, would you also be willing to give me a ride please? Mom's kinda shaky about driving... long story... tell you all later, but if I don't get a ride to wherever I can't go ( Read more... )

Three things that are like soma supplements for me: Sims 2, Nature, and of course, Strawberry Creamsavers.

Life is sweet. Or at least, that's what it seems like through my half-asleep eyes, weary body, and tired mind. That's pretty good, considering I've had those all year and came pretty damn close to attempting suicide...

Crazy? Yep. I found my audition song for next year's musical already (I feel like such a theatre dork): Wizard and I from Wicked. >.< Hopefully I don't completely butcher it, which is why I wanna start practicing over the summer! So I found the lyrics to the part I'm gonna sing... and shtuff...

*sighs* Damn psychology essays...

I went on a dragon doodling rampage today in Chem. I have no idea why, I just know I suddenly wanted to draw dragons. Desert dragons, swimming dragons, big dragons, small dragons, dragonriders, dragons stabbed with swords... okay... wow... I sound maniacal now ( Read more... )

Seussical the Musical has engraved itself in my head. If I start rhyming you all have my permission to shoot me. Curses to Seus music, curses ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those days where you feel it would just be better, and easier, if you gave up?

I love how few people believe me when I say I'm depressed or have anxiety disorders until they've spent time with me when I actually panic. Then they listen, oh they listen real good.

Last night... was like a breath of fresh air after a long, harsh period standing in the pouring rain. The sun is shining, and I can prove it, I have sunburn on my back and arms from painting! But on my mindset... things have begun to clear ( Read more... )

I hate it when my skin feels warm enough that I'm surprised steam isn't coming off of it, but initially my body temp. is fine. It's quite disturbing sometimes ( Read more... )