I don't legitimately doubt myself often. I don't often have a reason to. It's easy to believe a lot of things until you're proven wrong ( Read more... )

As of right now, i can definitively say that last night was the best movie-going experience i have had in my entire life ( Read more... )

So monday night/tuesday morning was probably the best day of my life. I woke up 6pm monday, showered, shaved, all that jazz. Sidenote: don't think i've taken an actual razor to my face in at least half a year. Went out with friends. Started drinking very late in the evening. Went home. Had a beautiful conversation that prevented me from napping. ( Read more... )

I'm a little late, but happy 5th anniversary journal. I remembered a week before, and now a week after. Guess you're just about as important to me as everything else isn't. Cheers cocksucker ( Read more... )

I've just got to stop thinking. I've just got to stop thinking. I've just got to stop thinking.

1) don't have (any/significant) relationships
2) do more3) don't have compassion/understanding ( Read more... )

grass is greener

Man... It's just wierd. The feelings that get brought up by moments and memories so far gone that you don't even remember them unless you're reminded. It's a strange feeling staring at the last remaining visible memory of a long lost friend. Especially when you haven't seen it for almost a decade. I've never really dwelled on death, nor have i been ( Read more... )

I guess it's just a matter of deciding if i can get back to the point where things make me happy, or if i should focus on distracting myself. I'm surprised that i feel optimistic about both options ( Read more... )

Ahh, priceless LJ. How long has it been? A year? More ( Read more... )

(Not to be read at once, but at one's leisure, in succession)

A Thought Process in Works:

Work 1I am sitting in a living room, at a computer, listening to remnants of my library. The few old volumes I've got left in this building. I don't know how I missed some of them. I meant to take everything with me when I left ( Read more... )