Can't Take It Anymore
Title : Can't Take It Anymore ( draft-)
Author : ninnarin
Pairing : 2min and a little bit of Onkey xD
Genre : angst? maybe...
Rating : PG-13(?)
Disclaimer : shinee is mine :D ( in my dreams XD)
Warning : Un-beta-ed. fail -.-
Summary: Taemin can't take it anymore
A/N : its not done yet, im still gonna edit it later and so on ~
Taemin is tired. Not tired from the tight schedule, but tired of Minho. Taemin is sick. Not sick cause he doesn’t get much sleep, but sick of Minho and his hyungwhore.
Taemin still love Minho though, and he love Minho too much to let him go or to get angry at his so called lover. Taemin loved Minho with all his whole life, but he don’t know how much Minho love him. Sometimes, just sometimes, Taemin think that Minho doesn’t love him like he used to. And sometimes, Taemin think to let Minho go. But Minho is mean so much to him. So, one night where they just done practicing for theiir comeback album, Taemin asked his lovely hyung.
“ Minho hyung-ah ... “
“ Hmm..? “ Minho said, not bothering to looked at the younger boy. His eyes closed but still awake. Taemin knew that.
“ Look only at me “ Taemin said with a oh-so-confident tone but there’s a hint of feaar in his voice.
“ Huh ? “ This time the older boy get up from his bed and stared at the younger boy. “ What are talking about Taem? “
“ You love me right? “
“ O-of course. I do love you. “ Minho stand up and sat beside Taemin, place his hand on the younger shoulder and squeezed it “What’s wrong babe? “
“ How much your love to me? “ asked Taemin again.
“ Eh? Why so sudden? “ Minho asked back, confused. “ huffh.. “ Taemin let out a sigh then he stared at Minho chocolate orbs. “ Just promise me that you’ll look only at me and you’ll only love me, okay ?”
“ If that’s what you want.. what can i say, huh? “ Minho then chuckled and embrace Taemin in his well toned arms. “ and Taemin-ah..”
“ neh?”
“ Tell me if you have any problem or such a things. I’ll be there for you, anytime for my love “ smiled, Minho kissed Taemin forehead softly and with that they’re fall asleep in each other embrace.
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‘ Liar ‘ Taemin said in his mind. ‘ you’re too busy with your hyungdeul that you don’t have time for me ‘ .
‘ When I asked you to accompany me buy a present for Onew hyung to congrulate his musical, you were gone with the hyung and Dream Team crew. When I called you to come home early cause i’m alone in the dorm, you’re coming late because you have that so called ‘meeting’ with Eunhyuk hyung and the other Super Junior member. When Manager hyung marriaged, I want you to be beside me but you cling on to Changmin hyung. When I asked you to helping me with my homework, you’re too busy with Junho hyung on the phone. When I asked you out for a date or just a walk, you were gone to the gym with Donghae hyung.
And now, you’re gone with Yunho hyung. You don’t have anytime for me.’
Taemin stared at his uneaten dinner lazily.
“ Yah!”
Taemin looked up. He gazed at the couple across his table.
“ don’t do that again! “
“ wwmfgaofheiynguomro ? “ Onew replied while still munching the chicken he had for dinner. Both hands holding a chickens and face all bloated. “ And don’t talk while eating! It’s disguisting you know! “ Key smacked Onew head, not that hard but enough to make Onew go “ Ouch~! “ and rubbed his sore head. “ Eat slowly!” Key said and wiped Onew face with a napkin.
“ Don’t be so greedy! “ Key take the chickens from both Onew hands.
Onew froze . “ Maimy chicken~ “ Onew eyes glistened with tears and his lips trembling.
“ Don’t be so greedy, it’s not like chicken will be dissapeared in a blink of eyes. “
“ huaa~ Give me back MY chicken! Or..or.. “
“ Or what ? hm? “
“ or.. or i’ll kiss you! “
“ kiss me then~ “ Key said, pouting his lips
“ n-not here ... j-just see later, now give me MY chicken! “ Onew now chase after Key.
“ nope~ you won’t kiss me, i won’t give back your chicken “ Key said, stuck out his tongue and keep running around with Onew behind him.
Taemin can only smiled with a sigh he sees. ‘ How I wish I could be like Key hyung and Onew hyung. Though Onew hyung been busy lately
with his drama musical and stuff but he’s still have time for Key hyung. Not like me.' Taemin let out a sigh. He felt someone poked his shoulder, turn to his right he sees a pouting Jonghyun still poking his shoulder.
“ What hyung? “
“ you’re not going to eat that, are you? “ Jonghyun pointed at Taemin uneaten dinner.
“ no, i don’t feel like eating.” Taemin smiled. “ Why hyung? You want to eat this? “
“ Yesyes.. Key not give me a properly dinner cause I interrupt them yesterday. Well, actually it’s not entirely my fault. Who says you can make love in the bathroom without locked it, right Taeminnie ?“
“Yah Jonghyun! I heard that ! Taemin, don’t believe him! “ shouted Key from nowhere.
“ Upps... “
Taemin just nodded and smiled, he then stood up and walked to their shared room, he and Minho.
Closed the door behind him, Taemin walked to his bed and curled into a ball. Another lonely night without Minho singing him a lullaby.
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Everynight Taemin always felt something soft and warm touch his face and then he felt like someone was kissed his face, either his forehead or his cheeks and even his lips. It feels so damn good and soft but he heard aa sob too.
Taemin doesn’t if it was a dream or real. He want it to be real but if it was a dream he hopes that he would never wake up cause it always make his heart warm and relax.
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It was one in the morning and Taemin still can’t sleep, he himself don’t know why he can’t sleep. Ussualy at the time like this he was curled up in his bed and waiting for that feeling or dream to come. But now he can’t. He don’t know why, maybe because he can’t take it anymore. He can’t take it anymore to be alone in the night. He can’t take it anymore, woke up in the morning with a sight of sleeping Minho not the ussualy warm embrace and soft kiss in the forehead. He just can’t take it anymore.
Creak . Sounds of door opened heard and there’s a tall figure come in, take off his shoes and walked to the living room. “ Minnie? You’re not sleeping yet? It’s late already “ the tall figure said.
“ You’re back? “ Taemin reply is cold and flat, there’s no emotion. “ Taemin? Wha-“
“ who’s told you to come back? why you’re not sleeping with your hyungs? “ Taemin said in a sarcastical voice. “ Oh come on Taemin-ah~ It’s late already, come on.. let’s sleep “ Minho take Taemin’s hand but Taemin backed away.
“ Who’s told you to go out with your hyung-hyung until this late? “ Taemin voice still cold.
“ Taemin-ah... “
“ Hyung, i’m tired. I’m tired of you not beside me.” Taemin voice cracked, a tears formed in his eyes. “ You said you have anytime for me but you’re too busy with your hyung! You don’t know how hurt it is. ” a tears flowed down to Taemin cheeks, Minho can only keep silent and standing like a statue. “ You know what hyung? “ Taemin looked up to see his most beloved hyung, he loved Minho so much but he can’t take it anymore. So because he can’t take it anymore...
“ Let’s break up “
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ohmy!!! i dont know what it is (｡≧Д≦｡)
im writing it last night when i was about to sleep :P
and like you see... its not done yet, kay?
im going to edit it later or tomorrow or well, until i got the idea xDD