Your my stars at night 4
Your are my stars at night
this is for my baba
Im sitting here thinking about my bby shes asleep its 2:34am on monday its 2 months and
2 weeks ive been dating sian and im telling you its been really hard im falling more inlove with
her and same with her i know she hurts 2 when we argu when we talk on the phone i know what
mood shes in just by the sound of her voice when shes mad her voice goes fair and she does not
answer me straight away she finds it hard to be open and i respect that off her i just hate
when she gives me the leaving card when she opens up she always thinks im gonna leave her i
can hear the fear and sadness in her voice i made a promise that i will never leave her but i
guess actions speak louder then words and one day i will prove it to her that im here to stay
that all her secrets would never make me love her any less i love this girl so much the other
day we was on msn and i just had somethings to say to her
sophie- hay bby
sian- hay beautiful
sophie- i love you
sian- awww bby i love you 2
sophie- your my everything you know that mrs sian you really are i love you
sian- awww and your my everythinggg babyyy and my worlddd i love u sooo muchh
sophine- not as much as me hehe you are my star as well as my moon your the sun that shines
through your the rainbow that comes after the rain the rain is my shower of love for you but
as you already know you are the thunder and i am the lighting i love you foreva and a day
sian- awwwwww baabeeeyyyyyy bless uu that was soo sweet! your just fucking amazingg and i
love u soooo muchh x x xx x
sophie- hehe bby i jus always wanna show u dat i do love u n im not ashamed to admit it or
or show it ur beautiful in every way i no ur angar is ur fire bt it still makes me love u
more u r everything i eva wanted in a girl n so much more u really r my sugarplum
sian- awwwwwwwwwwwwww babyy ur soooo cute and amazing and sweet awwim soo lucky to have u
i just fucking love uxxxxx
sophie- that was not ott was it?
sian- noo corse not beautiful xx
sophie- i love you baba
sian- awwwwwwwww i love u foreva and a day n a second and a millisecond and a nano second xxx
after that convo we both had to sign out when we got off we texted eachother thats what its
like i miss her after 2 mins its mad shes like a drug and i just always want her i really
cant wait till we finally meet we spoke about it all the time but truth be told im shit scared
you always have what ifs like if im not what she wants if she finds someone better then me
we both promise eachother that we will be open and honest sians amazing person and i fear
that i could lose her but our love is not fake its not something in me head for us this is
real and we love each other dearly ive opened up 2 sian in many ways i trust her for a while
ive had the same song goin in me head and this is all i know of it 'im getting married in the
morning ding dong the bells are gonna chime' i know mad but i cant help but smile to think
i could be singing that the morning i marry sian just thinking about it just makes me shiver
but this is what we want rosies happy that i have met someone like sian she adores her even
says that sian is her new sister its just hard keeping her a secret i just hope i dont have
to for too long as sian also is not really out im willing to wait till shes ready
what can i say sian powers you have my heart dame i love you girl
i know its short but i hope you like it please comment xxxxxxxx