Your my stars at night 6
this is for the gal i base sian on in this fic love ya Abbie
For the past couple of weeks me and sian have grown distance as if that was not possible
we hardly text or call each other its horrible not knowing what it is thats going on i fear
she may have met someone else i spend most nights crying how sad am i but what can i do i
fucking love her shes my everything i just cant live with out her its 4 months we have been
going out and we have hardly texted or even called so i packed a bag and brought a ticket to
newcastle i pulled my fone out and dialed her number
RING RING RING RING
sian> hello?
me> hay sian how are you?
sian> hay beautiful im good you?
me> yep er sian can u meet me at that train station near where you live?
sian> er what you chatting about soph?
i smile down the fone
me> sian im coming to meet you im already on my way i will call you when ive arrived
it stays silent for a while
me> sian?
sian> *coughs* erm im here just in shock bby
me> i can tell bby look its gonna cut out chat soon yer?
sian> ok bby i love you
me> i love u 2 bye
click
wow ok that was so nerve wrecking ok now 2 hours and i meet my gal wow your mad sophie
2 hours later
i get off the train and there she is in the flesh dame she looks better then she does on
cam wearing her new hoodie trackies n high tops and dame she is tall i walk over to her
both looking not able to find words to say so i think break the ice
me: hay sian
sian: hay soph wow your really here
me: im really here
nothing is said then she pulls me into a hug i drop my bag as i hug her back she feels
great in my arms and she smells amazing
sian: i cant believe your in my arms
she sobs i pull back and look at her
me: hay whats with the tears bby?
sian: im just so glad to see you
i smile at her n there it is that killer smile thats only for me
me: you know how to take my breath away dont you?
she looks down then back at me biting her bottom lip
sian: come on lets take you to this hotel i know
me: sounds good bby
she takes my hand leading the way wow her hands sends shocks running through my vians
she turns and looks at me smiling
me: what?
sian: nothing its great to have you here
me: its great to be here with you
she smiles at me then whistles for a cab dame thats sexy she looks round at me
sian: what?
me: thats sexy
she looks down blushing as she bites her lip dame we get into the cab half hour later
and we pull up outside a small hotel she checks in for me taking me to my room once we
walk in she goes to the bed n lays down as i lean on the door frame she lefts her head
then leans on her elbows looking at me
sian: what you looking at missy?
i laugh to my self
me: my beautiful fiancee
she bites her lip yet again
sian: ok soph you ready to meet my family and friends?
my mouth drops to the floor sian looks at me and laughs
me: woaw rewind what no way
she gets up and stands in front on me pouting
sian: please soph i really want you to meet them
me: sian no way i cant
she looks down clearly sad it just breaks my heart
me: ok sian lets go
she looks up at me with the biggest grin and grabs my hand before i know it im in her
mothers house ive just met her mother who seems really great then i met her bro his
cool sian walks in with 2 of her mates
sian: sophie this is Emma and Steven
me: hay nice to meet you guys
emma: hay we spoke on the fone
me: yer we have and ive seen pics of u
steven: hay hows it going so you guys fucked yer?
sian: steven!!!
i laugh to my self
me: hay its ok bbe no we have not and we have not even kissed yet
steven: what jees guys
we all laugh and hang out
its now been a couple of days its been great me and sian have yet to be alone but its
great to see how she is with her friends and family there all so nice today where going
to the beach
1 hour later
as we get to the beach its a big beach party we join in having fun sian looks at me and
smiles
sian: hay walk with me?
me: sure bbe
we walk for a while then she stops and looks around i do the same then look back at her
me: everything ok bbe?
sian: yer sophie i love you so much
she so cute
me: i love you 2 sian so much
she leans in and i do the same as her lips touch mine it felt great but something was not
right she must have felt it 2 coz she pulled away from the kiss tears in her eyes
me: sian was it me or did that kiss-
sian: feel like i was kissing my mum or something then yes
i walk away abit feeling angry
me: fuck im inlove with you yet when we finally kiss it felt so wrong
sian: i know
i look at her as she cries i walk over and pulls her into a hug
me: hay its ok
she looks at me
sian: is it your gonna leave me and not gonna bother with me now not after this
i wipe her tears away looking into her eyes
me: hay im always gonna be here for you ok
sian: can you be like my bestmate/sister?
me: sian id rather be that then not have you in my life at all ok come her silly
we stay there what felt like forever in each others arms i hold her and think to my self
i love this gal shes my soul mate i guess god had other plans for us all i know is that
sian will and always remain a special gal and who will always have a place in my heart
and no matter what im always gonna be there for her.
thanks for reading xxxxxx