Lifes a storm but after that storm comes your rainbow
this is for my gals love u buds;)
Tittle: Lifes a storm but after that storm comes your rainbow
Hay im sophie im 16 you could say i keep to my self i was not always like this before i was
the life of the party the joker i have a family i love and that loves me a lil brother i adore
who i read or sing to every night but when something bad happens to you it takes who you are away and then your left with nothing but a empty shell you want to feel but the feeling never comes your just numb you cant bring yourself to look at the ones you love in fear that they could see whats happened written all over your face always looking over your shoulder as if your being watched at all times i try to sleep but sleep never comes anymore i try to eat but the food has lost its wonderful taste you end ties with a gf because you can no longer have them touch you or ask questions that you are not yet ready to answer so you cut people
from you to protect you i only have one person who can touch me and i don't feel fretten thats
my bestmate katy shes been my bestmate since we were in nappies shes like my sister also my
brother hugs me how can you tell a 6 yr old he cant hug his big sister its not right but i
love him to much so let me take you to the beginning
AGE 12
katy: yo soph party tonight your coming right?
sophie: erm yer go on then
few hours later
im at the party i look around to try find my mates but cant find them so i look around the
house maybe their upstairs so i go up but no ones there i turn and then nothing its black
ive been hit and i cant move i try opening my eyes but when i do fear hits me i see a guy
his on me hurting me in ways i cant say i want to scream but noting comes out what do i do
he looks at me and he knows im in shock and yet he carries on hurting me i cry to my self
hoping its a dream i close my eyes and after a while nothing i feel pain but when i open
my eyes his gone he left me i try to move but it hurts to much so i stay there i hear my
phone ring and master up enough strength to get it
sophie: h-hello?
katy: babe its me where are you?
i break down i cant move
sophie: h-help me
a few minutes later i hear pounding up the stairs and doors opening then at last the door
to where i am opens and i see katy for looks at me fear in her eyes
katy: no one come in you hear
she knells down beside me and holds my hand as we cry