Over
Title: Over
Author: ninokenken
Pairing: Akame
Rating: G
Summary: It’s so darn hard for me to let you go
June 17, 2011: Budapest
Jin_Akanishi: Perfect lover, that is not something u can find. that is something u create with someone who u think u can create the perfect love with, it seems tough but its not so bad. as long as u can be honest or see something special, share sufferings, sadness, happiness, joy, talking and seeing something a bright light in the future together. it's like friends.
u need to spend time to be the best friend. to be positive to be able to love. whatever the day was that will be for our benefit.
He sighs as he looked at his tweet in his Mac. Is this the real description of a perfect lover? He thought.
The times that we can't go back to
The feelings that have fallen
Even if I grab them, they fall apart in my hand
Because of the constant flowing tears
I keep on looking back
March 24, 2010: Tokyo
“Johnny-san arranged for a meeting after lunch. Please be prompt.” Their manager said calmly as he left the room. The six of them exchanged glances. What was this about now? They didn’t break any rule and for sure no one was in the front page recently…so WHY?
“Let’s just keep positive, ne?” Kame said out loud and the four nodded. He looked at Jin who was sitting on the couch in front of him with a worried face on. Kame sighed and sat beside him putting his head on Jin’s shoulder.
Jin gave a deep sigh and held on to Kame’s hand.
“Why are you so worried? It MUST be good news, c’mon.” the younger one said.
“U-un…” was all Jin said.
Afternoon came and the six-member group walked their way to the meeting place. They sat in order and waited for Johnny and the other heads of the company. Soon enough they all came and discussed some stuff. Jin kept looking at Kame and Kame would hold Jin’s hand from time-to time under the table.
“KAT-TUN will be having their first Asia concert tour this May until late August. You guys will be going to Bangkok, Seoul, Taipei and we might include Hawaii too. Don’t forget to mention, around Japan too.” Upon hearing the good news from one of the heads, they were extremely happy about it. Performing and touring almost around Asia is a wonderful experience and also a good way to encounter with international fans. Though Jin wasn’t that pleased somehow…he felt a different impact. He looked at Kame who was extremely excited and at the others too.
“Akanishi.” Johnny called.
“N-ne?” he said nervously.
“You won’t be included.” He added.
“Wh-what? But…what…what will I do?”
“You’ll be touring solo at the United States.”
“WHAT?!” Jin stood up from his chair. “But---but. How?” Taguchi pulled him back to his seat and gave him a pat on his back.
“Don’t worry Jin, I bet it will be fine with the fans.” Koki said.
“Yeah, I guess it’s nice for KAT-TUN too. When they hear you sing, I’m sure they’ll search about you and KAT-TUN too.” Maru explained.
Jin gave a thought, well…it sure is good to be back there but he knows he wouldn’t be him without Kame beside him. Soon enough the meeting was over, Jin was still out of it. Practically shocked on what just happened and such.
“Don’t worry about it too much, you’ll do good like always.” Kame said and kissed his cheek.
Months passed, KAT-TUN was dominating Asia and Jin was doing the same in the US. Both doing well and Johnny made another reason.
July 20, 2010: Los Angeles
[2010.07.20 KAT-TUN Manual 47 - Akanishi Jin]
Hello everyone it's been long, I am Akanishi.
After finishing LA's live,
I am now preparing for the America's tour
Am making new songs now.
I think everyone probably already know
This time round, I am proceeding to go solo.
If there is something to be said, it is that the direction is different.
Definitely not because I hate the members,
or that there are conflicts in our relationships or anything like that.
Everyone please be rest assured (laughs)
I like everyone.
About KAT-TUN, regarding small or big matters,
I have given a lot of trouble up till now,
sorry, thank you!
And it has been fun ( I was really happy) *can be both ways
No matter what, allowing the supporting fans
to feel confused about these,
I am deeply sorry,
sorry.
well, everyone.
Although the atmosphere seems like everything is ending
But this does not mean I will stop activities,
Basically everything up still now is not going to change.
Singing, Acting and dance would all continue.
Just that to myself, it is like the concert in LA
If in the future, i could have activities in America, Asia, Europe etc
all sort of countries, it would be good.
Of course, I would want to have more activities in Japan as well, I humbly ask for your care and favor.
Please take care of me.
Akanishi Jin
With a heavy heart, he typed down the message and posted it on their official Jweb. He sighs as he sees how people react to the message, some negative and positive…and of course there were some offensive too. But he has to stay strong. He placed his phone at the table near him and positioned him self comfortably on the couch.
He closed his eyes and gave out a heavy sigh again. As he was about to go sleep he heard his phone vibrate. Cursing lightly he reached for it and answered.
“Akanishi.” A familiar voice said on the other line.
“Hey…how are you?” Jin said, a little soft that usual.
“So its official ne…” the man from the other line said.
“Un. I’m sorry it has to go down to this…I knew from that time that this was going to happen…and I just…don’t know how I’ll tell you.” Jin explained followed by another sigh.
“I understand…” he gave a sigh.
“Kazu…I’m sorry, okay? You know that I love you.”
“No, its okay. I loved you too. See you around. Oh and do your best there.” He hanged up. Jin threw his phone on the floor and covered his eyes with his right arm.
"Don't leave me"
Why were those words so hard back then
"Stay next to me"
Why were those words so hard back then
June 3, 2011: Budapest
Jin_Akanishi: im so sleepy rite now. cant fall asleep quickly recently. what would you do when you got into this situation??
Completely, whole fully
I cherished the broken and falling memories
No matter how much I try, there's no use
The yearning holds me tight
Even though it keeps me lingering
It won't even let me turn around
He looked at his tweet from his iphone. True enough he was exhausted but somehow, his mind wasn’t cooperating. He tried closing his eyes for about an hour already but no luck. He stood up from his bed and went to his cabinet and opened the drawer to get his Japanese phone. He held on it tight and went back to his bed.
It’s been a while now that he used it. He wonders if someone actually messaged him from Japan. By just thinking of it, he was all giddy to check it. As soon as he opened it, he saw his background and smiled. It was Kame. The person who he loved and truly treasured as his own.
After a few minutes of staring at the picture, he went to his inbox and found a couple of messages from his close friends in Japan.
From: Pi
Yo! When are you going to give me a call bro? I heard you’re doing well there. Call me sometime!
From: Ryo
Oye Akanishi! What’s up with you? I kept on calling you but you’re not answering. Don’t tell me you’ve forgot about us!
From: Nakamaru
Akanishi, how are you? How is life there? Lonely? We miss you.
From: Kazu
Just wondering if you’re doing fine. I hope you are. I miss you…and I’m sorry.
Words of parting, words of weariness
those words are drenched in many smiles and tears
like a lie, would I be able to live as if nothing happened?
It took him awhile thought realize tears were flowing down from his eyes. It’s been a while now, he’s been there for quite sometime now and it sure was lonely to live alone in a country you’re not really familiar with. Reading the messages from his friends wanted him to fly back to Japan and stay there for good. But he can’t, he has to finish the movie filming. He whipped his face and placed his phones on the table beside his bed and headed to sleep.
June 10, 2011: Budapest
Jin_Akanishi: My miçanga! My lovers tied them up on my left ankle!! Good things happen when it ripped off :) http://t.co/XLdi4Xf
It's so damn hard for me to let you go
you know I can't let you go
no I can't let you go
He stares at the things on his left ankle and fixed it. It was Yu’s little sister that he labeled as his own sister gave the stuff to him and placed it there for some reason. Though there was a specific one that he treasured too. Both of them had it on from time to time and he remembered Kame labeling it as “couple” stuff. Childish, but it was another way on saying it to the public but without the public noticing it…kind of.
It’s been almost a year since they last talked and for sure when Jin goes back to Japan and see him, it will be all-awkward. He knows Kame too much and the latter might just bitch him off like when they were having fights before. But Jin also knew that Kame knew him well. He knew that Kame would always say sorry when he noticed that it was his fault after all and he would make up for it and treat him somewhere. Boy, he missed him sooooo much.
March 13, 2012: Japan
Jin arrived at Narita Airport for the first time in almost a year because of filming and tour. He placed his hoodie on, shades and his mask just to make sure even though it’s past midnight already. He looks at his watch and around the place too while waiting for his Pi to pick him up.
Minutes passed, Pi’s car stopped in front of him.
“What took you so long?” Jin said as he opened the passenger’s seat and sat, locking the door too.
“I just sneaked out from practice baka.” Pi said as they drove off.
“Practice? Ain’t it late for practice?” Jin questioned.
“We have a concert tomorrow until the end of May. So…wanna drop by the jumisho first? I know KAT-TUN’s still there. They’re recording for their new album.” Pi said.
“Um, okay. I’m not that tired anyway.” Jin yawned and Pi chuckled.
“You sure? You seem tired like always. I can drop you at your house.” Pi offered.
“Nah, I just yawned. That doesn’t count.”
“Whatever you say. Oh forgot to tell you, Okaeri.” Pi looked at Jin and smiled.
“Un.” And Jin smiled at him too.
As soon as they arrived at the jumisho Pi told Jin to wait for him to finish their practice so that he could drop Jin in his house and Jin just nodded and went to the recording studios.
He looked around the walls as he passed them and saw their seniors’ pictures and also his picture hanging. It feels odd and creepy in a way, but hey, it sure was entertaining to see so much change after a year and a half. Jin stopped at a certain door and saw the sign saying “Recording: KAT-TUN” he peaked through the window and saw 4 out of 5 of the members on the couch and listening to the one who was recording. He smiled and felt his heart race. What would their reaction be when they see him? Would they be happy or mad? Jin closed his eyes and sighed out loud. He clutched on the doorknob and opened the door slowly to make a noise. He peeked his head and looked at his old members with a smile.
“Yo~” Jin whispered and their eyes went big.
“Akanishi!” Nakamaru and Taguchi yelled in chorus and went to him. Jin entered the room and placed his index finger on his lips, making a shh sound.
“Why didn’t you tell us you’ll be coming tonight?!” Nakamaru pushed Jin’s shoulder with a force but Jin didn’t mind.
“Surprise?” Jin said with a smile. Koki and Ueda came to him and gave Jin a man-hug.
“It’s good to see you after a long time now, huh.” Koki said a little bit awkward.
“Yeah…I missed you guys.” Jin answered back.
“Its good there right?” Ueda said and Jin nodded. Jin looked at the four of them and smiled again.
“Not to be you know…uhh…Where’s Kazu?” Jin asked.
“Eh? After a year and a half you’re still looking for him?” Taguchi joked but no one laughed, of course.
“No, I’m serious. Where is he?” Jin said, a little bit worried. Nakamaru guided him to the sofa and the others followed.
“If I were you…when he comes out from the booth, don’t say anything. He’s been…uh how should I say this?” Nakamaru paused and looked at the other members.
“Furious.”
“Bitchy.”
“Ranting.”
The three said all together which Maru also nodded to.
“Why?” Jin asked and as soon as Maru was about to explain Kame finished recording. Taguchi stood up and went to the youngest, obviously trying to distract him from seeing Jin.
“I suggest you should go. Its not good for you to see him.” Koki whispered to Jin and he looked at him in a freaked out way.
“I guess it’s not that bad…” Jin stood up and went to the two.
“We tried our best.” Koki said and Maru and Ueda nodded in approval.
“Hey Kazu.” Jin said and Taguchi looked at Jin then to Kame.
“I…should go.” Taguchi said and noted the other members to leave the studio as well but they just sat there at the couch.
“What are you doing here Akanishi?” Kame said bitterly.
“Is that how you greet me after not seeing me in a year and a half?” Jin answered back.
“Well, I have the right to. You were the one who wasn’t replying to my messages.” Kame walked to his bag and got it.
“My phone was broken!” Jin raised his voice a little bit.
“Yeah right Akanishi. As if I would believe your alibi.” Kame said as he left the studio. Jin got his bag too and followed the latter.
“Can we just PLEASE talk about this?” Jin begged.
“What else are we going to talk about? The girls you met there? No, I don’t want to see you anymore!” Kame yelled and it echoed through out the spacious hallway.
“Kame! Please!” Jin called out but Kame didn’t stop and continued to walk away from him.
“Fine have it your way, you were the one who ended it anyway!” Jin yelled again and Kame stopped but didn’t bother turning his back.
“July 20, 2010 right after I posted that Jweb entry, you called me. I tried to say sorry, in fact I was hoping that you’ll be okay with a distant relationship or whatever you call it, but no. You said you loved me.” Jin paused and waited for Kame’s reply but he didn’t and started to walk away again.
“June 3, 2011 I checked my Japanese phone after months without using it. I read your message. You said you missed me and you even said sorry. Now I’m here, I’m here to be with you again. Kazu, can you just reconsider?” Kame stopped and turned his back on Jin.
“If you haven’t noticed Akanishi, I’ve been worried about you. I thought something serious happened for the past months there. I keep on sleeping late, no, in fact I wasn’t sleeping at all that much. I was waiting for your reply every time but you didn’t even bother. I messaged you for the first and last time but just like what I thought, you’ve moved on and forgot about me. Now, how do you think will I look at you that way ever again?” Kame said holding back his tears. Jin walked to him but Kame took a step back every time.
“No. I’m sorry.” Kame said and walked out of the building. Jin sighed and faced the wall near him, leaning his forehead on it and eventually hitting the wall hard with his fist.
Its over now…
A/N: Ah~ its been a long time since I wrote Akame and it feels like I'm just a beginner again! I don't know if I did good here, I just wrote it with no ending plot as usual. But I guess for me it turned out well. Plus this is the longest one-shot I've written ever since I started writing. Oh my. Well, comments are appreciated. Its good to be back again, ne. Oh I almost forgot. Sorry for the grammatical errors and other stuff, I didn't edit this. I posted it right away after finishing it. Will edit it sometime this week. :)
Author: ninokenken
Pairing: Akame
Rating: G
Summary: It’s so darn hard for me to let you go
June 17, 2011: Budapest
Jin_Akanishi: Perfect lover, that is not something u can find. that is something u create with someone who u think u can create the perfect love with, it seems tough but its not so bad. as long as u can be honest or see something special, share sufferings, sadness, happiness, joy, talking and seeing something a bright light in the future together. it's like friends.
u need to spend time to be the best friend. to be positive to be able to love. whatever the day was that will be for our benefit.
He sighs as he looked at his tweet in his Mac. Is this the real description of a perfect lover? He thought.
The times that we can't go back to
The feelings that have fallen
Even if I grab them, they fall apart in my hand
Because of the constant flowing tears
I keep on looking back
March 24, 2010: Tokyo
“Johnny-san arranged for a meeting after lunch. Please be prompt.” Their manager said calmly as he left the room. The six of them exchanged glances. What was this about now? They didn’t break any rule and for sure no one was in the front page recently…so WHY?
“Let’s just keep positive, ne?” Kame said out loud and the four nodded. He looked at Jin who was sitting on the couch in front of him with a worried face on. Kame sighed and sat beside him putting his head on Jin’s shoulder.
Jin gave a deep sigh and held on to Kame’s hand.
“Why are you so worried? It MUST be good news, c’mon.” the younger one said.
“U-un…” was all Jin said.
Afternoon came and the six-member group walked their way to the meeting place. They sat in order and waited for Johnny and the other heads of the company. Soon enough they all came and discussed some stuff. Jin kept looking at Kame and Kame would hold Jin’s hand from time-to time under the table.
“KAT-TUN will be having their first Asia concert tour this May until late August. You guys will be going to Bangkok, Seoul, Taipei and we might include Hawaii too. Don’t forget to mention, around Japan too.” Upon hearing the good news from one of the heads, they were extremely happy about it. Performing and touring almost around Asia is a wonderful experience and also a good way to encounter with international fans. Though Jin wasn’t that pleased somehow…he felt a different impact. He looked at Kame who was extremely excited and at the others too.
“Akanishi.” Johnny called.
“N-ne?” he said nervously.
“You won’t be included.” He added.
“Wh-what? But…what…what will I do?”
“You’ll be touring solo at the United States.”
“WHAT?!” Jin stood up from his chair. “But---but. How?” Taguchi pulled him back to his seat and gave him a pat on his back.
“Don’t worry Jin, I bet it will be fine with the fans.” Koki said.
“Yeah, I guess it’s nice for KAT-TUN too. When they hear you sing, I’m sure they’ll search about you and KAT-TUN too.” Maru explained.
Jin gave a thought, well…it sure is good to be back there but he knows he wouldn’t be him without Kame beside him. Soon enough the meeting was over, Jin was still out of it. Practically shocked on what just happened and such.
“Don’t worry about it too much, you’ll do good like always.” Kame said and kissed his cheek.
Months passed, KAT-TUN was dominating Asia and Jin was doing the same in the US. Both doing well and Johnny made another reason.
July 20, 2010: Los Angeles
[2010.07.20 KAT-TUN Manual 47 - Akanishi Jin]
Hello everyone it's been long, I am Akanishi.
After finishing LA's live,
I am now preparing for the America's tour
Am making new songs now.
I think everyone probably already know
This time round, I am proceeding to go solo.
If there is something to be said, it is that the direction is different.
Definitely not because I hate the members,
or that there are conflicts in our relationships or anything like that.
Everyone please be rest assured (laughs)
I like everyone.
About KAT-TUN, regarding small or big matters,
I have given a lot of trouble up till now,
sorry, thank you!
And it has been fun ( I was really happy) *can be both ways
No matter what, allowing the supporting fans
to feel confused about these,
I am deeply sorry,
sorry.
well, everyone.
Although the atmosphere seems like everything is ending
But this does not mean I will stop activities,
Basically everything up still now is not going to change.
Singing, Acting and dance would all continue.
Just that to myself, it is like the concert in LA
If in the future, i could have activities in America, Asia, Europe etc
all sort of countries, it would be good.
Of course, I would want to have more activities in Japan as well, I humbly ask for your care and favor.
Please take care of me.
Akanishi Jin
With a heavy heart, he typed down the message and posted it on their official Jweb. He sighs as he sees how people react to the message, some negative and positive…and of course there were some offensive too. But he has to stay strong. He placed his phone at the table near him and positioned him self comfortably on the couch.
He closed his eyes and gave out a heavy sigh again. As he was about to go sleep he heard his phone vibrate. Cursing lightly he reached for it and answered.
“Akanishi.” A familiar voice said on the other line.
“Hey…how are you?” Jin said, a little soft that usual.
“So its official ne…” the man from the other line said.
“Un. I’m sorry it has to go down to this…I knew from that time that this was going to happen…and I just…don’t know how I’ll tell you.” Jin explained followed by another sigh.
“I understand…” he gave a sigh.
“Kazu…I’m sorry, okay? You know that I love you.”
“No, its okay. I loved you too. See you around. Oh and do your best there.” He hanged up. Jin threw his phone on the floor and covered his eyes with his right arm.
"Don't leave me"
Why were those words so hard back then
"Stay next to me"
Why were those words so hard back then
June 3, 2011: Budapest
Jin_Akanishi: im so sleepy rite now. cant fall asleep quickly recently. what would you do when you got into this situation??
Completely, whole fully
I cherished the broken and falling memories
No matter how much I try, there's no use
The yearning holds me tight
Even though it keeps me lingering
It won't even let me turn around
He looked at his tweet from his iphone. True enough he was exhausted but somehow, his mind wasn’t cooperating. He tried closing his eyes for about an hour already but no luck. He stood up from his bed and went to his cabinet and opened the drawer to get his Japanese phone. He held on it tight and went back to his bed.
It’s been a while now that he used it. He wonders if someone actually messaged him from Japan. By just thinking of it, he was all giddy to check it. As soon as he opened it, he saw his background and smiled. It was Kame. The person who he loved and truly treasured as his own.
After a few minutes of staring at the picture, he went to his inbox and found a couple of messages from his close friends in Japan.
From: Pi
Yo! When are you going to give me a call bro? I heard you’re doing well there. Call me sometime!
From: Ryo
Oye Akanishi! What’s up with you? I kept on calling you but you’re not answering. Don’t tell me you’ve forgot about us!
From: Nakamaru
Akanishi, how are you? How is life there? Lonely? We miss you.
From: Kazu
Just wondering if you’re doing fine. I hope you are. I miss you…and I’m sorry.
Words of parting, words of weariness
those words are drenched in many smiles and tears
like a lie, would I be able to live as if nothing happened?
It took him awhile thought realize tears were flowing down from his eyes. It’s been a while now, he’s been there for quite sometime now and it sure was lonely to live alone in a country you’re not really familiar with. Reading the messages from his friends wanted him to fly back to Japan and stay there for good. But he can’t, he has to finish the movie filming. He whipped his face and placed his phones on the table beside his bed and headed to sleep.
June 10, 2011: Budapest
Jin_Akanishi: My miçanga! My lovers tied them up on my left ankle!! Good things happen when it ripped off :) http://t.co/XLdi4Xf
It's so damn hard for me to let you go
you know I can't let you go
no I can't let you go
He stares at the things on his left ankle and fixed it. It was Yu’s little sister that he labeled as his own sister gave the stuff to him and placed it there for some reason. Though there was a specific one that he treasured too. Both of them had it on from time to time and he remembered Kame labeling it as “couple” stuff. Childish, but it was another way on saying it to the public but without the public noticing it…kind of.
It’s been almost a year since they last talked and for sure when Jin goes back to Japan and see him, it will be all-awkward. He knows Kame too much and the latter might just bitch him off like when they were having fights before. But Jin also knew that Kame knew him well. He knew that Kame would always say sorry when he noticed that it was his fault after all and he would make up for it and treat him somewhere. Boy, he missed him sooooo much.
March 13, 2012: Japan
Jin arrived at Narita Airport for the first time in almost a year because of filming and tour. He placed his hoodie on, shades and his mask just to make sure even though it’s past midnight already. He looks at his watch and around the place too while waiting for his Pi to pick him up.
Minutes passed, Pi’s car stopped in front of him.
“What took you so long?” Jin said as he opened the passenger’s seat and sat, locking the door too.
“I just sneaked out from practice baka.” Pi said as they drove off.
“Practice? Ain’t it late for practice?” Jin questioned.
“We have a concert tomorrow until the end of May. So…wanna drop by the jumisho first? I know KAT-TUN’s still there. They’re recording for their new album.” Pi said.
“Um, okay. I’m not that tired anyway.” Jin yawned and Pi chuckled.
“You sure? You seem tired like always. I can drop you at your house.” Pi offered.
“Nah, I just yawned. That doesn’t count.”
“Whatever you say. Oh forgot to tell you, Okaeri.” Pi looked at Jin and smiled.
“Un.” And Jin smiled at him too.
As soon as they arrived at the jumisho Pi told Jin to wait for him to finish their practice so that he could drop Jin in his house and Jin just nodded and went to the recording studios.
He looked around the walls as he passed them and saw their seniors’ pictures and also his picture hanging. It feels odd and creepy in a way, but hey, it sure was entertaining to see so much change after a year and a half. Jin stopped at a certain door and saw the sign saying “Recording: KAT-TUN” he peaked through the window and saw 4 out of 5 of the members on the couch and listening to the one who was recording. He smiled and felt his heart race. What would their reaction be when they see him? Would they be happy or mad? Jin closed his eyes and sighed out loud. He clutched on the doorknob and opened the door slowly to make a noise. He peeked his head and looked at his old members with a smile.
“Yo~” Jin whispered and their eyes went big.
“Akanishi!” Nakamaru and Taguchi yelled in chorus and went to him. Jin entered the room and placed his index finger on his lips, making a shh sound.
“Why didn’t you tell us you’ll be coming tonight?!” Nakamaru pushed Jin’s shoulder with a force but Jin didn’t mind.
“Surprise?” Jin said with a smile. Koki and Ueda came to him and gave Jin a man-hug.
“It’s good to see you after a long time now, huh.” Koki said a little bit awkward.
“Yeah…I missed you guys.” Jin answered back.
“Its good there right?” Ueda said and Jin nodded. Jin looked at the four of them and smiled again.
“Not to be you know…uhh…Where’s Kazu?” Jin asked.
“Eh? After a year and a half you’re still looking for him?” Taguchi joked but no one laughed, of course.
“No, I’m serious. Where is he?” Jin said, a little bit worried. Nakamaru guided him to the sofa and the others followed.
“If I were you…when he comes out from the booth, don’t say anything. He’s been…uh how should I say this?” Nakamaru paused and looked at the other members.
“Furious.”
“Bitchy.”
“Ranting.”
The three said all together which Maru also nodded to.
“Why?” Jin asked and as soon as Maru was about to explain Kame finished recording. Taguchi stood up and went to the youngest, obviously trying to distract him from seeing Jin.
“I suggest you should go. Its not good for you to see him.” Koki whispered to Jin and he looked at him in a freaked out way.
“I guess it’s not that bad…” Jin stood up and went to the two.
“We tried our best.” Koki said and Maru and Ueda nodded in approval.
“Hey Kazu.” Jin said and Taguchi looked at Jin then to Kame.
“I…should go.” Taguchi said and noted the other members to leave the studio as well but they just sat there at the couch.
“What are you doing here Akanishi?” Kame said bitterly.
“Is that how you greet me after not seeing me in a year and a half?” Jin answered back.
“Well, I have the right to. You were the one who wasn’t replying to my messages.” Kame walked to his bag and got it.
“My phone was broken!” Jin raised his voice a little bit.
“Yeah right Akanishi. As if I would believe your alibi.” Kame said as he left the studio. Jin got his bag too and followed the latter.
“Can we just PLEASE talk about this?” Jin begged.
“What else are we going to talk about? The girls you met there? No, I don’t want to see you anymore!” Kame yelled and it echoed through out the spacious hallway.
“Kame! Please!” Jin called out but Kame didn’t stop and continued to walk away from him.
“Fine have it your way, you were the one who ended it anyway!” Jin yelled again and Kame stopped but didn’t bother turning his back.
“July 20, 2010 right after I posted that Jweb entry, you called me. I tried to say sorry, in fact I was hoping that you’ll be okay with a distant relationship or whatever you call it, but no. You said you loved me.” Jin paused and waited for Kame’s reply but he didn’t and started to walk away again.
“June 3, 2011 I checked my Japanese phone after months without using it. I read your message. You said you missed me and you even said sorry. Now I’m here, I’m here to be with you again. Kazu, can you just reconsider?” Kame stopped and turned his back on Jin.
“If you haven’t noticed Akanishi, I’ve been worried about you. I thought something serious happened for the past months there. I keep on sleeping late, no, in fact I wasn’t sleeping at all that much. I was waiting for your reply every time but you didn’t even bother. I messaged you for the first and last time but just like what I thought, you’ve moved on and forgot about me. Now, how do you think will I look at you that way ever again?” Kame said holding back his tears. Jin walked to him but Kame took a step back every time.
“No. I’m sorry.” Kame said and walked out of the building. Jin sighed and faced the wall near him, leaning his forehead on it and eventually hitting the wall hard with his fist.
Its over now…
A/N: Ah~ its been a long time since I wrote Akame and it feels like I'm just a beginner again! I don't know if I did good here, I just wrote it with no ending plot as usual. But I guess for me it turned out well. Plus this is the longest one-shot I've written ever since I started writing. Oh my. Well, comments are appreciated. Its good to be back again, ne. Oh I almost forgot. Sorry for the grammatical errors and other stuff, I didn't edit this. I posted it right away after finishing it. Will edit it sometime this week. :)