( meme via esmestrella )

this oppressive heat and the throbbing of diesel when i had finally found the sleep of exhaustion, they won't be missed either

i never want to crawl out from here crushed into the ground
i feel safe

yes it's a game
while it remains the extent of my social life and supposed interaction with "friends" it matters to me

will i never learn to bide my silence and just disappear?

my week has been much less full of win so no posts
only point of note, my lease is due to end exactly when i want to move. the only problems being being away during the week prior (i guess i can be packed in two days?? sif) and needing to give notice only a week after the people i need to speak to get back from leave...

my week has been so full of WIN that i haven't yet found time to post :p
we'll ignore the bits which were less full of win because there is so much win in the rest

at dinner my mother told me i was glowing (AND i didn't say anything she would have regretted)

dear mother,
while your squirms at my comments relating to "the circles i mix in" provide me with endless amusement, i do in more pensive moments wish that you would give some indication that i could ever tell you anything of my real life.

( moar survey )

for the first time today i knowingly, deliberately killed (something not a spider or an insect) in cold blood ( Read more... )

is it bad that i can concentrate, at absolute best, for around three hours at a go?