I just got home from knobles. mom decided we wernt gonan spend another night so we drove home. Jon is spending the night tonight and i guess tomarrow whenever he wants to leave. I had a really good time and a lot of fun and i cant wait until we deecide to go to hearshey park. anwyays i just wanted to tell ya that i was home and that i had a lot of ( Read more... )

Jon is on his way over to go with me tonight ;] i know i said we were gonan leave earlier but my mom h ad to go to the hospital and jon slept in and wouldnt have woke up in time anyway so he is really lucky im not mad at him. We might stay up there 2 nights since i dont have school monday... well im gonna get off of here ( Read more... )

Jon text me last night tellin me to pick him up. his dad punched him as hard as he could in his collar bone 4 damn times... punched him accross his face and choked him. Jon hit him back and cut him with a knife.... i didnt get to pick him up i mean i would have but he went to sleep so it was alright. Today he wanted to see me so i went to the corn ( Read more... )

i sent jon a letter sayin how i felt in the mail. He text me during school sayin how he missed me and he wish that he knew wht he wanted... i wrote bak so do i but it is to late for that now i guess it dont matter... hmm who knows i love him but im more mature then this stupid head game shit ( Read more... )

Well me and Jon rnt seeing each other anymore i guess he said tonight he didnt know what he wanted... i said i couldnt sit around waiting for him and im all cryin it sucks idk whats going on... me and him are messed up and i have no clue i want to die ( Read more... )

last night jon did go to the fair. I dont know what is going on with us becasue everything is so confusin cuz he said he talked to danielle and now he is confused who he wants to be with... hmm lord knows damn i hope it isnt her. I dont know if i wanna b playin these games but i really love him so im gonna wait and see what happens. Last night was ( Read more... )

well i didnt go to sleep till around 5 hoping that Jon would call me back because he was on the phone with danielle talking to her since one! He got off the phone at 330 cuz it rang but no one picked up. so little bitch me checks his damn voice mails on his cell and here she is on there " oh boo boo the phone got disconnected and i didnt wanna call ( Read more... )

damn tonight went soooo freakin good.. i was sooo happy man. When i got home was when the problems started. I got online waiting for jon to call me and his ex girl knew i was with him tonight and IMed me a dot... a fuckin pd like this . lol yes and so i said well im home now bitch and he is on his way home so if u wanna go and call and stalk ( Read more... )

Today is an okay day. i got my period and it sux so bad. my whole lower back is killing me and the cramps... ahh the cramps... Anyways i am takin pain meds for it now ( Read more... )

I havnt writtin in here for awhile he he. i sat around the house all day today and yesterday. Tiff came over for a little yesterday but not long cuz she didnt feel good and went home. also budd and tasha came over she is gonna have a baby and she got really sick...ehh not good ( Read more... )