i hate to feel like a coward
scared of being hurt, i hurt you first
because i never thought anyone would love me so much
marriages around me were broken ones
husbands would be unfaithful
i grew up in disbelief and fear

i love you so much i know i can't live without you but i'm doing things to push you away instead
why am i so dumb
i know i am a bad gf
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some weekend of love

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.our.six.months.mark.


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Vin's bday
had din din at pearl  river restaurant
followed by city space @ Equinox

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im sorry baby i din update for like 2mths plus
i guess work + school  + Nushoes just overwhelmed me :x

guess i just gotta blog by the month haha :p

AUGUST WAS MY BDAY <3
so there was a few celebrations

firstly with my family - there was two as my daddy's bday was in Aug too

celebration #1

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shopaholic am i.
this post is dedicated to my shopping.
solely.

all i do is buy buy buy buy buy.

even my bf cant control me.
even my bf shakes his head.
heh heh.


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oops no updates for a month..
not that i was really busy but just plain lazy heh :p

sunday1aug

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monday21june

today baby gave ma a big surprise
with big breakfast sent to my doorstep
and he even did housework for me
really touched and im so happy being with him even though there are the bad times as well
but i just wanna hold baby's hands and walk through every storm we encounter and look back at the rainbows afterwards
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sunday13june

DAY THREE.


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sunday6june

babysitted my sister to her fren's party for awhile

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