stupid shit happened yesterday. but i really love the park and ride. for reasons like this: a couple days ago two guys got off a bus and they had fangs and this group of really grungy looking people were trying to convince someone in their group to go ask the guy how much his fangs cost. he didn't do it until they paid him 3 cigarettes. then the ( Read more... )

i'm thinking about going to live with my dad for awhile. it would turn out to be really good for me or just really bad, so i don't know.

i hate feeling like you're not as close with someone as you used to be.

I saw a play this week and it was that one person play about Rachel Corrie, the girl that died defending palestinians. It was really good. I would not even bother to mention it on here if i didn't think it was worth seeing. see it.

"The time will come. You will fall in love with someone and they will always be leaving you."
-My Name is Rachel

i travel too much. not the good kind of traveling, the ugly kind. its like purgatory. i'm not here and i'm not there. i realized that i have a lot of homes in a lot of places. connections, branches. i'm lucky. but i hate leaving. so many places i could go. i'm hating the bus so much more everyday. its because i'm always on it. and all the miles and ( Read more... )

i'm on the verge of a giant panic attack. i know its coming.

whoa, spring break x100. it was fun, its over now. brand new was awesome and worth the money. this quarter is gonna suck i can tell. i'm looking forward to good weather though and visiting bellingham. i'm a little bummed that robert and i are missing the locust/daughters. oh well?

robert and i were having a really normal/fun weekend until we left the firehouse saturday night. we're walking on the sidewalk and some guys drive by and the slow down when they're right next to us and i'm not looking at them but i hear like a click noise and then all of a sudden my leg is stinging. they shot me with an airsoft gun and it hurt ( Read more... )

today started out really good. then it was bad. oh well. i'm so tired of being productive ughhhhhhh. i just feel even worse, because some people just don't even help. i'm glad you give others the privelege of your presence and socializing. efffffff that. today i saw three people i haven't seen in ages and it was good.

yesterday i saw the most beautiful thing and today i saw the cutest birds. i'm going to be so bored this weekend, someone take me to bellingham. i'm desperate always. jesus, its cold out.