I can't believe this could be the end...and if its real then I don't want to know

[nirvananerd4594]

Have you ever felt like you've been sailing on a cloud for days...and then that cloud turned into a stormy sea? I have... I finally got a taste of happiness and it was quickly and easily taken away from me. It's nobody's fault. So don't blame yourself! Obviously I've fucked up again. Life is just one big tease. It makes you want. Then it finally

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[moonlette]

Its alright to bitch and be sad sometimes abby there is nothing wrong with that. You cant always blame yourself for everything its only human nature to feel lonely or sad or mad or even dead at times. Do worry abby I'm here for you, maybe we can have a big powwow session at your place and you can tell me whats going on k. It will be fun we eat popcorn and watch movies and be stupid and talk for awhile I garentee you will feel much better. Promise

[nirvananerd4594]

Thanks Sam. I feel a tad bit better but it's so hard to get over this. But I'm sure I'll eventually get over this after a lot of lonely hard nights, if you know what I mean. Thanks so much for your support through my hard times. I really appreciate it; really I do. The next step in my depression is realizing how this is really fucked up and then I'll get mad at the whole situation. BUT I haven't reached that climax yet. So till then: "Tears are words we cannot say"

[lostinthebubble]

abby i am sorry, but what i said is what i meant, we really need to be friends again, i just have to get my shit toghter and i need to find diffrent people...

[nirvananerd4594]

Okay fine...but don't go back and say I was the tease.

[ticklemyballs00]

awe abby don't give up so soon. everyone has loved and lost.

[nirvananerd4594]

Ya know...I don't really give up; I just think I'll learn to love myself first than to love some one else. So I say Fuck Off you stupid love bug...