Hi ppl i miss my chibi a lot every second with out her makes me feel alone but not with my friends though but without them and i feel lonly now ;_; but i still feel happy. But tomarrow i'll see everyone and all of my friends and my chibi (aka) carrie. But i'm not sad sad i'm just happy about tomarrow and seeing my chibi and everyone. But i found ( Read more... )

Today my gf kissed me on the neck well she was indending for the cheek but she did that but i still love anywayz. PPl in my classes were being dicks to me and they were mean o well i did not care i still thought of my CARRIE she is special to me and i love and she will be at my party on saturday. But sarah kick me in the ass and it feelt wrong and ( Read more... )

MY B-DAY AND I'M 15 DAMNIT AND SUCH. Ok today i will see my sweet carry and also see my other friends as well. But we will have to meet a the mall at 3:30 or 4:00 because of her mom and sh*t. Today i will get POCKY my own boxes and i will give one to my gf that is what i will do. I sooooooo fricken happy and Loving my gf its making me wanna type my ( Read more... )

My head tells me things that I don't want in there and its yelling at me ripping at me, it just would'nt stop. My head hurts everyday my friends are trying to be supported and it helps not the voices in my head. There in there constanly yelling and shit. They tell me to hurt my self and I can't take it no more my head is cramed with sights and they ( Read more... )

I'll still be alone in the darkness and the viod in my heard gets bigger and bigger. My friend tell me it will be alright it would'n get better everone wants me dead and I want me dead too. My friend have been through the tough time in life my is worse. My heard inside keeps on hateing me I'm sorry my pain inside hurts more everday it gets worser ( Read more... )

They say love hurts it dose hurt ALOT!. But we can't but help but love another. Everone as some one to hold or kiss and sh*t like that, but another words love comes in every way. My friend Steve-o and Jessica are going out and they love another. For me it dose not come my direction. People say that i'm ugly or 4 eyes and spiky haired fu*k but i ( Read more... )