look!  there, there on the dancefloor ... got me feeling like a manwhore

*sigh*  why must there always be drama amongst errbody???  for seeriously, yo.  too much tsissmiss (aka gossip/talk) going on for me to handle.  apparently the solution to all of this, according to mr. lowell abellon, whom i love dearly, is "to be locked up in a convent."  well ( Read more... )

I'm an ALPHA CHI now!  I joined a sorority ... can you freakin' believe it?  HOLY SHIT.

haha so yes, I am a proud sister of ALPHA CHI OMEGA or AXO ... they were originally founded as a Musical Sorority in 1885, but have since dropped the musical ties.  Our symbol is the lyre and our patron is Hera, spouse of Zeus.

I wear my letters for the first ( Read more... )

loving you is bittersweet ( Read more... )

life can be so grand.  and yes, my life is like a roller coaster.  but it's so true ... having those down moments make you totally appreciate and value the high moments.  =D  i am finally in a good position.  a place where i am comfortable with myself, comfortable with who i am ... I AM ME AGAIN - thank goodness!  but yes.  i am smiley, crazy, ( Read more... )

( lyrics like always )

"prince charming can you rescue me?  are you real?  can you make me feel ... feel unreal?"

*sigh*  things are better.  at first i thought things were fucked up.  we just regressed back into our cycle [talking ... reminisce about the past ... laugh ... miss the old days ... bring up suppressed/not talked about things ... frustrations ... fight ... ( Read more... )

i finally did it folks. i finally did it. i finally told him to leave me be. just leave me alone. don't talk to me, don't contact me, nothing. i can't believe i finally did it, but i believe its the best way for me to get over it. i don't need all that fucking shit anymore. but i'm not gonna lie ... it still hurts. but i know i'll be fine ( Read more... )

like i'm sitting here ... confused.  just thinking, really.  i can't even start on my homework, which i REALLY should do.  i've got practice tonight from what time to what time?  SOoOOoOoOoOOooOO confused.  either way, i've got practice 'til late AND i have 8am tomorrow.  ;aofnweonwen  but i feel better.  seriously better.  i'm all smiles and ( Read more... )

i just felt like a song montage ... all the songs that were much needed definitely popped up on the iTunes (my roommate was orchestrating it) ... and i guess y'all know my connection with music.  surprisingly none of these lyrics are from emo songs!!!!
( LYRICS )

"Only passions, great passions, can elevate the soul to great things." - Dennis Diderot ( Read more... )