I feel terrible... I want to let Kenny in completely and I thought I had, but theres the part of me I never knew existed still from Tim. The part where I expect him to disappoint me. I know hes busy cuz hes the assistant manager of a CVS and it IS the holiday season, but I just cant stop myself from reacting,....I just freeze and get all quiet like ( Read more... )

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My grandfather passed away yesterday, 10/29/06 at 12:05 am. The day before that I got the phone call i've been dreading for the last several months. Dropped my radio, keys and grabbed my shit . Called Kenny as I was leaving work, and left him a voicemail saying I had to cancel our one month plans cuz it looked like the end for gramps. He called me ( Read more... )

for the first time since we met, Kenny and I are gonna be apart for more than a day....hes in NH for the weekend. Hes a Youth Group leader at his church and they have a thing there this weekend. Anyways... I had my first weird panicked mini freakout thing yesterday. It was stupid, because ut got me in a funk even when I was finally in his arms. All ( Read more... )

yeah..... liking him a lot more than I had ever intended to....and loving every minute of it .

Just over a week in and I'm already sure Kennys gonna be around for awhile.........

I just got back from his house ...at one point I looked out his window, and he looked with me, and I noticed how bright and beautiful the moon was shining. Kenny loves to look at the sky alot too....he said he loves it when the stars are out, and that its too bad ( Read more... )

Believe it or not, its been a week with Kenny already . Things are just getting better with each day that passes. I cant even explain the connection, or how drawn to him I am. Its so easy to just fall asleep in his arms, and thats never been the case. We're so similar its crazy........ the extent of our differences is I LOVE sushi and he wont go ( Read more... )

So its be some time since my last update. I could be lazy and just copy my Myspace entries but I wont.

Lets see, whats happened...... It was moswell, I went to Buffalo for about a week to visit     
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yeah its been raining for the past week....floods all over MA....schools closed....highways literally shut down...seriously, ridiculous. And of course, my shoulder problems are acting up more because of the shitty weather (good to know its not just partial to giving me hell during the winter)......oh man , why am i up ??????????

so Steve is good :-) we had our first kiss today in the backroom of his store . Short but sweet. He wants me to get Sunday nights off, so i guess thats our date night ? we're not official yet , but give it time. He seems to be talking like he'll be around for awhile. Hes got his kids tomorrow and the day off....so he plans to bring his son to ( Read more... )