I got a call from him today. I really did not want to answer it. I've done so well not answering his calls. But tonight, I did...and realized I am not over it. I feel betrayed. Almost as if he left me for someone else, but he didn't. He still left. Claimed he was going to "visit" and then started saying he prolly wasn't coming back. Does he ( Read more... )

Uhg. It's hard updating two different blogs. So this one has been neglected until now ( Read more... )

YAY!! I make $13 an hour now. Sitting on my ass and drinking free coffee/tea/hot chocolate. I also have free access to a SWEET gym. $13/hr you say? Yup..that's me. Not you. Me. MUAHAHAHA. Just to be sure...how much was that again? $13/hr? Yup!!! :p

I am also moving to SLC..where everything happens. Ogden blows.

So I've been seeing this guy named Iggy/Christo. We met back towards the end of September ( Read more... )

That's right. If I had them, anyway. For now I think I will hire a black transient from 25th street to pose as "me". Then the liars can line up and take turns. Why lie about the smallest, stupid things? Why lie that you are dating around? If you are not officially attached to anyone..WHO FUCKING CARES if you are seeing others? Not me. But ( Read more... )

I am not at all happy with the way work is going nowadays. We have this shitty ass co-worker who does NOTHING! And everyime anyone says something about it to the boss, he makes some dumb fucking excuses for her. WTF?? Then, he’ll tunr around and have meeting with me and Kieli (the night shift) to talk about petty stupid shit…and about us not ( Read more... )

I am glad this weekend turned out to be a little out of the ordinary for me. Ordinary for me, of course, means going to Sound on Friday, then either working or partying on saturday, and then trying to do something productive (like cleaning the apt) on Sunday. Instead I didn't go to Sound at all. I did have a party to go to on Sat, but it was ( Read more... )

My christmas was alright. The day before and the day of were very relaxed. Which was good. Because you all know I went crazy about two weeks beforehand. I do that EVERY year. So I've decided that next year all of my Christmas shopping will be done by Thanksgiving. No joke. All of it. And if I ever have the urge to go "Oh, it's not SO bad to ( Read more... )

How would you spend 2,000,000 dollars? What's funny is that people think about grand things like cars and yachts and houses or islands. I am almost positive that I would squander it. I would spend it on weird, little things. After buying a house for me and one for my dad, I wouldn't really have a plan at all. So, knowing me, I would prolly ( Read more... )

Little Jacko had some soul back in the day. :) So sad that he started off as an awesomely cool black boy, and ended up as a creepy, sickly, white woman ( Read more... )