So last night was possibly the worst rehersal i have ever been to in my life. First time off book for act three. went like crap....it really didnt help that since ive been in school ive really only been to three act three rehersals, so i dont hesitate to say i deserved to die. i am so upset with myself, and im finding myself more frustrated after ( Read more... )

So im getting mixed feelings now. Im not sure if she likes me or not. I try to talk to her on live journal, but she doesnt respond. This was my fear from the beginning, that i would probebly do something wrong, and i probably have. It may just be my mind rambling on again, but i have this fear of relationships now, because ive been hurt a lot. I ( Read more... )

So if you havnt seen me really happy in a while, you should have seen me on my ride home saturday night. for those that dont know, i went on a date with this amazing girl and found out a lot about her. and im glad to say that i didnt compare her to laura. i have the tendency to do that at times.. but the amazing thing was that i never once did that ( Read more... )

So like the title says...its raining. just thought i should get that off my chest. hope everyone is safe wherever they are.. hope you are safe too carly..im sitting at a friends house basically locked in cause some trees are down so i guess im not leaving tonite..but that is cool cause they cancelled my classes for tomorrow. YAY!!!!! finally a day ( Read more... )

You know how i said that it is amazing how things can change in such a short period of time?...well here is another one. ive talked to this girl a couple of times at school, and i think she is really gorgeous, but being me i was too afraid to say something cause i was afraid of rejection..dont ask..that is just me. anyway, i used the the marvelous ( Read more... )

Just thought Boy Blake would want to know that his fear the banana man logo is now uploaded on some school computers here at truett....Long live Boy Blake

So......last time i posted i was in love with laura...my,my..amazing how time changes. so you might want to know the story..well here goes..started dating again for a weekend had a really great time all weekend...then comes the weekday..i was sick, but it was labor day so i went to see her.had a great time again...then comes tuesday..at home sick ( Read more... )

ok..so i guess people are talking about me and i really dont care. others probably say to my face that getting back together would be good for us, yet i have heard them say also that we need to move on at tha same time..you know who you are. all i know is that things seem to be getting better..i still love her and i hope the same to her..if not ( Read more... )

ok. so im sitting here at 4 o'clock typing another entry when i could be studying. yeah right. a day in the life of a college student. i finally type about my life here on campus. i will probably end up droppingto 13 hours because my theory class is harder than i expected. but hey...what can you do. anyway i have met many interesting people and the ( Read more... )

OK 2 days in and still no real problems. Except for the fact that nick doesnt seem to like the school that much. I still cant see why. so far it has been great. well not really great but it has been fun. meeting some new people and getting to know diffrent people is what i need in my life. ive been around high school too long and need this to ( Read more... )