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[nithy]

You know how sometimes you hate yourself so much that you wish one of the many people who want you dead would just kill you? This kind of soul-smothing self-loathing is every poet's dream. I can't look anyone in the eye because I'm afraid they'll see how absolutely worthless I am. I wish now more than ever that I was someone else. I wish I was

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[alexandstuff]

Well really the only thing you can do is realize the truth: You're not the problem, they are. The real problem, though, is not them, but the fact that yes, the truth does hurt. Because when you realize that they're the problem, you realize the deeper truth: There is absolutelly nothing you can do about that. They'll always be that way and it would be a lot easier if the problem was with you because then you'd be able to fix it....... And then you realize that you think too much and you should just find a way to shut off your brain before it drives you fucking insane. That's when you realize you need some distraction as soon as possible.