I think that there is a chemical reaction in my brain that kicks in, so when I am sad it overcompensates and makes me act like a nutball. That has to be it!! I am so torn right now. I want to have Roy back. I want to be us again. And now, I can not have him. I can not stand this. I have broken his love for me and now he doesn't want anyone esp. me ( Read more... )

Urgh uh grumble grumble that is what I have felt the last two days. I mean for the love of god. I have done fucked up again. I sit here and ponder and ponder and fight with myself. I am sick about it. I completely just cut roy off about 12 days ago. I just avoided his phone calls, didn't answer his texts and then he eventually said Fuck off. Which ( Read more... )

I got my six feet under soundtracks in the mail yesterday and I am in love.. Does any of y'all watch it? Other then that I must report that I have some serious mood swing disorder and probably some ADHD but whatev. I am hopefully soon going to have a computer at my house. Does anybody have a cheap/semi-new monitor that they would like to sell me? ( Read more... )

Last night was really nice and for a minute it felt like the good ol'days. I went to DJ's to eat w/Bran and Liz. Well come to find out, Jen, Manda, Bran, Jess, Chels and Liz were all meeting. It is just crazy because back in the day we would all been together at least every other day and now it is such a rare thing. But we are going to try to make ( Read more... )

I went to the Brooke County Fair this weekend (yea, cuz I am cool) Anyway- the 4-H had this even cow patty bingo. Are you kidding me. I thought it was freakin hilarious and a half. Anyway- esp. these days have been weird somehow. My roommate is in love and she is all caught up in the game. I am very extremely happy for her but at the same time I ( Read more... )

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On Tuesday my mother's cleaners caught on fire. The building has to be torn down. My mom has worked there for almost 25 years now and her life has been completely turned upside down. It is madness. I don't know what is going to happen, where my mom is going to work plus my dad is having issues w/his work. My cousin is now in the court system and ( Read more... )

My kitten is the cutest thing ever. I will hopefully learn how to take care of her :)

I have a had a eventful fun-filled summer thus far. I am extremely happy that I was able to hang out w/Jamie. I love her to death and I think that we had a great time. I miss her so much :( NOTE TO SELF: I have to get to Boston asap!!!!

gotta go back to work.

Hello to all, its been awhile. Since the last post that I made Liz and I have lived in our house since Feb. Things have been good. People have said that living together will ruin Liz and I and all I have to say is "um... no but thanks for that". I don't know if Liz hates it or not but in the end I know that we will always and forever be great ( Read more... )