Alright, so I have never taken online courses before in my life.  However, LCC has the page setup from hell, and I have never seen a system to go down as much as theirs.  WCC is so much better!  I almost killed my laptop because of these assholes who dont know how to properly set up their systems!   GRRR ( Read more... )

I am not upset with my life, or who I am.  I am upset because I am not better than what I am.  I want to be so much and I dont think there is enough time in this world to accomplish everything I want.  We all wear so many different hats, a jack of all trades but masters of none, and I have this need to master all of them.  I am going to end up ( Read more... )

I love days like today!  Warm, gray, and breezy are just awesome!  I find myself needing to do for me lately.  I do for a lot of people all the time, and I think that this week is definitely all about me.  I need to focus and because my next semester is next week I am going to try to find that time for me.  I get so centered on a task, or topic, ( Read more... )

So, as tradition with the new year I have begun a quest into the most horrifyingly, not talked about, speechless, eyes closing topic ever!  DIETING!  AHHHHH ( Read more... )

So, the holidays were not as bad as I thought they would be... except for the fact that my car is a POS and I don't know if I can get her fixed, my time was well spent.  No major blow ups in the family, because I dont know about all of you but every holiday in my family ends up in blood and tears.  I received, and gave, a lot of great gifts.  I ( Read more... )

I have been kind of bad.  I haven't posted in awhile, so that now that I have the chance I am going to.  HA ( Read more... )

So, as I sit here watching the snow fall (cringe) I am reminded that Christmas is quickly approaching and that this is the time of year that my money is so far gone out of my pocket I don't even get to touch it.  Yeah, sucks balls.  Any who, this is the time of year when creditors start asking for their gifts of my soul and I just think that is ( Read more... )

So, one of the things that I hate most in this world is letting my walls down.  Number one they make me feel the things I dont want to feel, which is why they are up in the first place.  Secondly, I have enough crap going on in the here and now  without drudging up old shit.  Ya know?  Anyway, this really great guy I know has been helping me with ( Read more... )

A month and a half ago I didn't think I was going to be alone this holiday season.  Now, as I look at the falling leaves and the gray sky I know it's going to be just like all the other holidays.

You have friends and family... you're not alone.

Yes, but it's not the same.  I feel more alone when I am around them then when I am alone.  At least I ( Read more... )

    She fought back the night with a vigor she had once felt before the land had turned to sludge.  Sweat poured into her eyes as she thrust against the shadow coming for her.  Her sword sliced through the air barley making a sound before it clashed steal with her would be killer.  She couldn't see the blade of the other, only sense it, as she ( Read more... )