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[nitrokin]

Ok some sobbing is going to be written down. I might delete it later due to realizing that typing things down in lj out of compulsion isn't a good remedy. You know what? I'm going to leave it at that. Oh, and this: I am veryveryveryvery upset

Comments

[tastycookies]

#2 will definitely happen VERY soon!

[nitrokin]

Yessss.

[tuuulia]

my junior year of college i was super super depressed because of a whole bunch of shit going on and my living situation and everything. i ran all the time and it made me feel amazing. that and the rowing machine were the only two exercises that made me feel productive and healthy and happy. i stopped once i moved out of my horrid living space though. i wish i would start again. i felt so good.

[nitrokin]

You should! It took only a few days to pull my lazy ass out of doing nothing at home.

[tuuulia]

it's much harder for smokers who don't have a gym to go to. and i can't run outside because i have trouble pacing myself and i always pull muscles. excuses though. i really should start running again.

[nitrokin]

Pacing yourself outside is definitely difficult. I usually run too quickly and then feel like I'm about to pass out when I finish my route. And I have this thing where I HAVE to do two miles (or more, HA) and not stop. So here I am running and speeding up without noticing, then I find I have somuch more to go and I'm already exhausted and breathing too hard.

It's getting better.