I love summer ( Read more... )

Lara.
Come back.
I want to hearrrr about stuff.
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Everything is moving so slowly. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I don't work nearly enough, which could be the main problem. I have too much free time, so I fill it with needless things like television and naps and ways to make my diet hot chocolate taste like various flavored coffees. On Monday I will go to the Tun Tavern, because the manager ( Read more... )

I went to the gym. Got overheated, which is fine. Laid out on my back deck in the sun and read. Cleaned the kitchen and watched Shane smoke cigarettes (what an idiot 15-year-old, but I don't tell on my siblings, just give him a warning that it won't be so hott later on). Now I'm about to go for a run ( Read more... )

Step down into sand.
Water carries us from here.

Today I've been highly unproductive. The house cleaner arrived at 7am and started cleaning the entire house, which usually takes about three hours. I had to drive my mom to the mechanic and then to her job at the high school that's about five minutes from home. I then went to Shop-Rite and purchased the diet hot chocolates and a butterspray for my ( Read more... )

( Thankful I lj-cut this, huh? I knowww. )

I ran outside. And washed my car and got tan. And showered. And blew dry my hair. And put make-up on. And went and got my dad a sandwich from that Italian place. And cleaned up the kitchen. And made my life beautiful.

I woke up feeling happy today. This is monumental. I think I need shockingly awful things to happen in order for me to finally realize that my current situation and mindset just will not do. Also, I think I needed a reason to let go completely, because I was certainly hanging on, even if I honestly did not want to be with him due to problems that ( Read more... )

There is nothing as lucky
as easy
or free