I like how, despite many setbacks, you have not given up on finding someone you see your flaws.. and then work on fixing them even when they crop back up and cause you to slide back a bit, you slowly pull yourself back up
I remember when I first started talking to You and how nervous and insecure You sometimes seemed to feel.. especially in regards to exploring the D/s environment and even then told You how awesomely great You are
I could list all the ways that you are awesome, but.. that would be a lengthy list it is a testament to Your character that You have so many friends that stand by Your side, worry when You are ill or stressed, and consider You to be one of their best friends..
even when you have a job where the boss is beyond useless.. beyond redundant.. beyond insane.. You still go, You still put forth 120% into that job
You also got me to open up and actually talk/trust people on a larger level (quite an accomplishment considering my slightly introverted nature that was compounded by some unfortunate events)
1) you're a gamer.. that is always a huge bonus 2) you're the size of an ogre.. which is a good thing should a brawl ever erupt (I might be reading a tad too much KoDT) 3) you don't let your inner geek interfere with your mojo
that is probably true.. however.. I am not careful.. rather I tend to be a gibbering goon and the more I like a chick, or the more I am interested in her.. the worse it gets
I kid you not that I have actually uttered.. 'hehehehehehe.. you're a girl..' for some reason my intelligence, a thing that can be in rare supply anyway, hits a low somewhere around Beavis and Butthead zone
you're incredibly strong.. and I think you are just now seeing how strong that is
to come from a horrendous marriage, to a completely new country, from one career to another, to be separated from someone you care deeply about and not only manage to make it through each day, but to thrive is amazing
you also devote yourself utterly to everything you do.. work.. whatever.. it seems like if it is something important to you then you somehow manage to put 110% into that endeavor
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you see your flaws.. and then work on fixing them
even when they crop back up and cause you to slide back a bit, you slowly pull yourself back up
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I remember when I first started talking to You and how nervous and insecure You sometimes seemed to feel.. especially in regards to exploring the D/s environment and even then told You how awesomely great You are
I could list all the ways that you are awesome, but.. that would be a lengthy list
it is a testament to Your character that You have so many friends that stand by Your side, worry when You are ill or stressed, and consider You to be one of their best friends..
even when you have a job where the boss is beyond useless..
beyond redundant..
beyond insane..
You still go, You still put forth 120% into that job
You also got me to open up and actually talk/trust people on a larger level (quite an accomplishment considering my slightly introverted nature that was compounded by some unfortunate events)
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2) you're the size of an ogre.. which is a good thing should a brawl ever erupt (I might be reading a tad too much KoDT)
3) you don't let your inner geek interfere with your mojo
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as for mojo, being a geek can improve it if you're careful!
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however..
I am not careful..
rather I tend to be a gibbering goon and the more I like a chick, or the more I am interested in her.. the worse it gets
I kid you not that I have actually uttered.. 'hehehehehehe.. you're a girl..'
for some reason my intelligence, a thing that can be in rare supply anyway, hits a low somewhere around Beavis and Butthead zone
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and I think you are just now seeing how strong that is
to come from a horrendous marriage, to a completely new country, from one career to another, to be separated from someone you care deeply about and not only manage to make it through each day, but to thrive is amazing
you also devote yourself utterly to everything you do.. work.. whatever..
it seems like if it is something important to you then you somehow manage to put 110% into that endeavor
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