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[nixmakenixkill]

i am thinking alot. its really kind of not happy, i was almost happier not remembering. i woke up this morning thinking about san diego and missing Jeff Greene. go figure? and then that set it all off and i started missingn evan and chris and taylor and most of all kendra. and then i thought about rachel and then i read her lj again and it made me

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[pitbotsweou]

i'm not taking any of this the wrong way, i know exactly what it's like to leave people who meant alot to you, i know what it's like to mean something to them but have to leave and what you need to do is keep in touch with them, talk to them alot, don't let the memories escape, don't forget them...try and see them when you get back to sandiego, i know what it's like not to be able to or even if you could, not want to go back, and you always miss things no matter where you go, and wherever you want to be...i want to be in AZ because i miss you and betsy and justin and all my friends and when i get there, i'll think about vika and carly and leland and ricky and wyatt and josh and ethan and andrew and all of my friends...and new york, in a way i miss the things i had when i was little, the memories everything...and you didn't fuck anyone over, and i think some of your friends need to see that you're happy where you are as well and that where you are is in someways better than where you could be...i'm really sorry that you miss your