I've been there.  I've heard it before.

As you experience things repeatedly, change occurs.  Yeah, there's that comfort zone and that itching thought at the back of your brain.  But as the days go on, it gets better.  You become the decisions that you make.  Then it's easier to be who you are.

So what if that's all we are meant to be?  Each and ( Read more... )

"Your job is to be yourself.  And my job is to love you no matter what."
AWW...  I love Glee.  Aside from the bursting into song (which is a definite happy factor for me), the storyline's getting warmer and fuzzier.  Glee = HAPPINESS literally.  Hehe...

Three weeks into internship, I'm happy. :)  Madali lang siguro iyon kasi Rehab kami nung una tas ( Read more... )

Waah, tomorrow's the orientation for internship.  I just came back from a seven-hour bus ride from Zambales.  Hahaha, at hindi pa talaga "pasukan" ang utak ko.

Potipot Island was a bit different from my memory of it.  The first time I went there, my family and I had our picture taken on the rocks and we had it printed out on a shirt.  I still wear ( Read more... )

I'm tired and I'm happy.  I haven't unpacked yet.  Haha, ANG GANDA NG PALAWAN.  AS IN.  ANG GANDA NG PALAWAN.

That really does merit the all caps-lock.  I've never been to a similar place like it.  My mom said that it looks like Brazil when I showed her the images.  Unlike the breath-taking effect of the lazy slopes of Panglao Island, Bohol, the ( Read more... )

Parang may gusto akong isulat dati e.  Kaso ngayon, parang tinatamad na ako.  Mag-isip.

Bakasyon naaaaa.

Three weeks before internship.  I'm going to Palawan next week with some of my classmates.  So excited!  Feeling ko nga lang, iyon lang ang gusto kong lakad.  Hehe, I want to spend some quality time with my bed.  Although because of the ( Read more... )

The answer is not in this book...
BUT it could be.  Hahaha... That's what I want to believe.

I have reason and confirmatory feelings to believe that I found one of my true loves in college.  I loved it.  I lived it.  I now want more of it. 
That would be psychology.

Right now, with the free time I'm being given by my Family Medicine rotation, I'm able ( Read more... )

I never expected a rerun of my med school life flash before my eyes in this ORL rotation.  But on the very first day, Dr. Lapeña let out words that made me doubt what I had done the past four years.  Haha, sa pagbibigay pa lang ng grade sa sarili, mapapaisip ka, deserve ko nga ba 'to?  Ano bang pinaggagawa ko the past two-three-four years?  Haha ( Read more... )

Fear arrests actions.  It creeps up, sending a source of panic that paralyzes.  It has no rationale.  No boundaries if you let it.

A few times in a year, a nagging feeling comes to me.  It's the button that always sends me doubting myself and my choices.

You see, I never wanted to be in a long-distance relationship.  I never wanted to entertain ( Read more... )

I've been extremely busy.  IM [Internal Medicine].  Ngayon pa lang ako ulit nakapag-internet kasi gusto ko mapanood iyong trailer ng New Moon.  Hindi kasi ako nakasama sa "girls' night out" dahil kailangan ko mag-endorse ng patients ko.  At hindi rin ako makakasama sa "family's movie night" dahil duty ako sa Sunday.  Hahaha...  AGAIN, it's IM.

I ( Read more... )

The answer to all your health ailments does not come in a snap.  Sabi nga ni Trick, dapat mag-PHL somewhere ('di pa namin alam kung saan dapat) tungkol sa pagdadala ng pasyente sa emergency room.  Ang dalas na sagot ng mga tao kapag tinanong kung ano ang dinadaing nila, "Emergency po kasi ako e."

Kanina, may bantay ng pasyenteng sinisigawan ako.  ( Read more... )