so. i have no idea of fucking what to do. it kinda just hit me. why give a shit if he doesnt? so im gunna try to let it go and see what happens.

saying goodbye to tom was one of the hardest things i've ever had to do.

coming home tomorrow morning

so..its a beautiful day here in barnegat beach. im goin back to lbi tonight for one more night. and then im goin out to dinner with NONA!!!! <3 nona <3 <3 nona's turtle/dog <3 <3 nona's rodge-raping bf <3

i miss being able to talk to yorge in person. cuz i really need to now. god knows i really need to. :(

SOOOOO today i went shopping with my ma. this place i went had like 27391823791823 stores and my feet hurt. and the whole time i was like god i wish yorge was here cuz shed love it. but then again it would take quite a toll on her tiny feet. SO i had a blast! cuz my stepdad gave me the platinum plasticccc! ohhhh man what a day what a day.

so i had a bad day. and only one person knows why and i miss her sooooooooooo much.

hahah the new catch phrase yorge. its very true and if i get it ill be the happiest ever cuz u and me both know that hes a good one.

so today i left the shore. i didnt get to say goodbye to tom. god damn. well i go back to fl next sunday. fuck me.

--new jersey in my rearview

yorge left today :-( i miss her

today is tom's birthday and bird's too.
im gunna miss him more than anything.
i cant wait til im 18

chelc4941: yorge has been packaged and sent your way. handle with care.

well. i didnt get to sleep on the billybus. nick and the team left this morning. oh well... i still have his number ;o)
yorge is comin tonight !!