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[njsitalianqt]

i cooked dinner for my baby last nite. the nite went perfect. we went on a walk and i was able to get a lot off my chest. certain things are still bothering me, but i just dont know how to bring them up. I know that i am crazy about mike, and i know its early on in the game. but we just have this instantaneous connection that its mesmorizing. i

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sometimes life is just throws u too many curveballs

[luvisfuklnblind]

sometimes life is just a bitch and it will pick at u and pick at u until u can figure out wat makes u truely happy maybe ull find wat your looking for at monmouth a chance to get away from everythign adn kinda get a new look at everything

[rich_q]

screw everyone else, do what you want to do, and dont care what people think, they'll like you much more for that than conforming ever will

hey hun

[silverlight16]

communication builds over time. with my ex all we did was talk all the time. and you very smart for knowing thats what you want because seriously that gets you so much closer to someone. Be strong hun...dont let others opinions over ride you. if you dont speak up for what you believe in thats the same thing as accepting things the way they are! im hard on myself too. and i worry constantly but that keeps you smart and perpared. how do you feel about your parents getting married? it must be hard. I know how you feel ive felt so empty lately i feel kind of stupid i dont hang out with anyone anymore im just a-l-o-n-e but sometimes its better that way ya kno? i know your strong. Accept others the way they are don't try to change them. go slow with guys...no need to rush you have your whole life...if he likes you for who you are he wont try to change you and he'll respect your opinions and wishes. i miss you soo much this year is going to be so hard (SEniors 2005) ahh i cant believe it. i will miss u in math class you kept me on track and

[anonymous]

I love this journal that u wrote. I totally agree with Rich, life has so many trials and tribulation, and the best thing for you to do is to live each day to the fullest like it is your last. Don't give up on anything you do. Don't let anyone put you down because that's the worst they can do. They can hurt you physically but can't take away your soul.
-Emman

[notoriousptd]

u never lost me. u never will. u kno ill always be there for u no matter wat. i might be wrong, but i think i knew wen u were urself and wen u werent. u never had to conform for me tho.. and u shuldnt for anyone. just be urself.. everyone eventually finds their own niche in life. i got ur number by the way. i was plannin on callin u that day but things are hectic over here as well.. tty soon ashley. u always were my number 1