nichole still has a livejournal

[nkbutterflyblue]

so i've come to a pretty intense revelation. i've been wondering alot lately why i seem to lose people just when i get close to them. it's because every person fulfills a certain purpose in every other person's life. when people meet me, i'm the wacky crazy outgoing girl who'll talk to everyone and help out anyone. but when they get to know me

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[applejuicegirl]

sweetie. next year we'll share a wall with an open space in it to walk through or talk through or anything you want through. i'm looking foward to it.

[nkbutterflyblue]

me too hun. me too.

[immortalavalamp]

i've learned that i fucking hate groups, that i idealistically want everyone to get along, that i naively tend to find good in everyone - not good such much as worth, and that will all bite me in the ass in the end.

I seriously could have written your entire entry, but especially the above. I'm sorry you're going through it, but it's good to know (in this weird sort of way) that there are some other people feeling the same way.

Next year will be so much better, Nikki. Liz and other people will be back, you'll be a senior...life will be fabulous. YOU are fabulous.

Take care.

[nkbutterflyblue]

thanks cat