Wow. I haven't updated my journal in a looonnnnggg time. Oh well. I've been listening to "On The Way Down" by Ryan Cabrera constantly for the past hour and a half. I'm really frusterated about the whole Saad thing. And I feel that everywhere I turn I'm seeing people in love or relationships or whatever. Like in his music video. And Keith and Kelsie ( Read more... )

I wonder if I'm a good enough friend. Jake teases me a lot/ is mean to me, and the other guys don't particularly seem to care for me, but is it my fault? I'm not writing this entry to get a message or messages about how nice I am or whatever. I want to hear about what I need to improve on and what you guys think ( Read more... )

I remembered one of the things I wanted to "talk" about. I think I'm over him. I still want a boy. And I'm still hoping that I'll meet an awesome one that likes me this summer. But I think I'm over him. Oh. And read the last three entries please and not just this one cause this one isn't really an entry that counts.

To hear about the bad stuff, talk to me. Cause I just realized that someone might read this who I don't want to. Ok. On to the stuff I really wanted to talk about. Shit. I don't remember what that was now. Well, anyway, there are two more entries below. Maybe three. I don't remember. Anyway, they are all connected and all new. So read them and not ( Read more... )

The Pacific coast is beautiful. I know it sounds stupid but the water is soo blue! Not a greyish blue color like our Atlantic. It's light blue and dark blue and aquamarine. I got to see about three sunsets along the coast. They were amazing. What was not amazing was that there were all these couples. Which reminded me about being romantically ( Read more... )

Ok there was good stuff and bad stuff about C.A. The good stuff was the safari trip thing, the coast, and the aquarium. And Max and Marilyn. The bad parts were the boring parts and ####. And too many couples. Since this thing is going to be so long I'm dividing it into different entries ( Read more... )

Roopa's party was great. :) I wish I had gotten there sooner. :( My favorite parts were when Keith had to answer the truth I gave him and when Roopa and Erin and I were all piled in one comfy rocking-chair thing. I also loved playing air hockey with Kelsie and I didn't lose too bad. Some funny parts were Keith's green feet, Roopa and Jake having ( Read more... )

YAY!!!! LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!! SUMMER AT LAST!!! ok. that's done. :) I don't want to think about having only two more years with my best friends so I'm just going to think about being a junior and prom and all the fun stuff. Plus what we're going to do this summer. :) I can't believe we're offically juniors though. While it was happening it felt ( Read more... )

He makes my heart beat faster.

Sharon's being a bitch as usual. Kasey is taking her side even though she knows that Sharon is a liar and was a bitch to me. Nivin might be mad at me but I'm not sure. I do know that she's mad cause idk what to think about the situation with her and Meggie. They're both my friends. I can't choose to pick one over another. Scott acts like Erin is a ( Read more... )