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[nmbr6]

I hate my life and I wish I were dead. This is the last four day weekend I'll have in God knows how long and there isn't a single day in it that I'll get to spend more than a few hours with Alex on

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[_stormwolf_]

I'm sure my little words on a website won't matter much, but I really wish you wouldn't feel that way. :( Is your life really so bad, with no hope of anything better? I thought things were good between you and Alex. I saw you together. You both seemed happy. Does focusing on the positive not help? Like... focusing on the time you DO get to be with her rather than the time you don't?

I'm afraid all I have to offer you right now are virtual hugs, but for what it's worth... *HUGS YOU TIGHT*

[crisilencieux]

If you need to talk to someone, I'm more than willing to lend an ear and help you find the support you need to get you through this. I know it must be difficult, as I have been down a similar road before myself, but you don't have to go it alone. Just know that there are people out here that care about you and value you as a person. Your life is so important, even if you may not feel that it is right now. I am sending you some love from Texas, my friend. Feel free to write me if you need to just unload (ask stormwolf for my contact info since I don't use LJ at all) ;)