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For about 3 years now I've had the constant feeling that I'm required to constantly fight to keep my life going in the direction I wanted it to be going on in. I've had the constant feeling that everything was a constant struggle.
( Big Emo rant inside the cut... )
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You most certainly are *not* some whiny emo bitch.
Being emo is when you blow things out of proportions, drama-queen style.
With all that you've written about in this entry, it seems like you're not even upset about them *enough*.
If it were me, I don't think I'd even be able to write about it.
I don't really have any comforting words.
But obviously your ex was never worth the effort. That's my opinion anyway.
It never really seemed to me like she was doing anything for you, you know? When we used to talk, it always seemed like you'd do all this stuff for her and she never really put anything back out there.
I think you're better off.
Find someone who's actually worthy.
I wish I could offer you a couch.
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For instance, for a little over a year, she worked at the same miserable company I was working at. She initially expressed interest in working there all on her own... I don't think she believed me when it came to how high-pressure it was, and how awful some of the people there were. She said she was jealous of me because the company had pretty much no dress code. But it didn't take her very long after she'd started working there to come round to the same view of the company that I had... And I know she became fairly miserable there ( ... )
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